The gale guard had busied himself on checking in on the nursery, bringing the kits fresh prey and ensuring the nests were well padded to keep the little sprouts warm. It was a small joy, but enough to improve his mood on a bad day, and as he chattered with the kits, something cold washed over his pelt.
His words died on his tongue as a suffocating sensation curled its way around his throat, like that night of the flood, the grief and dread. Merry's gaze scattered about the kittens, the caretakers, but not a whisker was out of place, not a face crinkled in something sorrowful. The sensation only strengthened as the dull noise of talking in the camp drew his attention, jaw clenching as he shakily stepped from the nursery.
Merry's fears were only worsened as he saw a crowd in the centre of camp, noticing the expression knit across his brother's face that made his maw bitter with dread. Something had occurred, something terrible.
Every step towards them, the sensation of terror and fear, dread and sorrow, mounted into something that could have made him crumple and weep right there and then. Tangled in his own thoughts, curled amid his own fear. It was only as he pressed forth among the rabble that he saw the truth.
Molewhisker. One of their very own tunnelers, limp there with no plume of breath caught in the cool leaffall air. He never had the chance to be close with the chimaera, though they stood their ground as a strong and wise warrior of their ranks. Their pelt was mottled with dirt and blood. Oh, Starclan, a sickening amount of blood that coloured their pelt an unnatural red. His shaky eyes scanned the other; he knew little on the way of a tunneler, but knew enough about the danger of a cave-in.
But this? It was Weaselchirp's shaky words that confirmed his suspicion, though his heart broke for her, a heart of gold that dearly treasured each of her tunnelling companions. Though Merry's mouth was dry, he finally found his words. "Somethin'- Someone attacked 'em..." The words themselves were like a death sentence, the claw marks that marred flesh were one thing, but in the tangle of earth, blood and matted fur, there was undoubtedly a lethal bite to their throat. It was no wonder the state they were in, the blood that leaked from a clenched jaw. "Someone took one've our own."
Beneath the grief and fear, something bubbled beneath his pelt. For once, it was the only thing to separate these intrusive emotions he couldn't quite pinpoint as his own, but that fury that prickled at his pelt was something he could never deny as his own. He could have snapped some wild accusation, searching for a blame, a cause, some sort of retribution. But the quiet sniffle of a cat at his side, raising his gaze to see Honeyflower's eyes growing misty, made the initial fury be snuffed out.
Anger wouldn't bring back a fallen clanmate, fury would not console his clanmates. Instead, Merrystalk padded to his fellow guard, his friend, and sat at her side and nudging her cheek with his forehead. He found his throat tightening again, but not such a distressing sensation anymore. "Molewhisker was a kind soul, Honeyflower. 'm sure they knew how grateful you were fer every day Cricketpaw's gotten to enjoy her life since." It was impossible to shake the looming cloud of his realisation, but for now the clan needed peace. Time to mourn. But oh, Starclan, how cruel it was to take a warrior from them so soon. He just hoped Molewhisker could rest at ease, and did not suffer long in their final moments.
Merry knew this wasn't the end; there was a conversation to be had. But not here, not now. Not in the face of such a demise. Not when the clan was sunk into a state of mourning.
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MERRYSTALK He/Him, Windclan Gale Guard, 33 moons.
A lithe, tortoiseshell cat with green eyes and pelt speckled with rye grass.
mentored by none // mentoring
Talonpaw
sibling to
Goldenroar and
Sunnyspring
NPC x NPC / parent to no one / mated to
Harefoot
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penned by Pheo ↛ phoenixwashere on discord, feel free to dm for plots.