JACKDAW
They felt less like they had chosen to go on this journey and more like something was dragging them along.
When they had first chosen to follow her, it had been out of grief, out of guilt. At the time, there hadn't been any real signs of her; just bloodstains from the battle and her scent, leading into the mountains. It hadn't taken much for them to make up their mind, and even then, under normal circumstances, it would have taken less. But they had wanted to bury her, if nothing else. They couldn't make up for what they had done, but they could have at least done that.
Except there had been nothing to bury. It had been the opposite; whatever was left of Jackdaw's hope had sprung back to life, slowly but stronger with every sign, every cat claiming to have talked to someone that fit Doe's description. She was alive. She was alive, and somewhere along the way Jackdaw's thoughts had shifted from needing to give her a proper resting place to just wanting to see her- to just confirm that their mistake hadn't killed her, too.
In the end, it's the border that causes a sliver of doubt to creep back in. It's almost funny, in an awful way- so long of walking, and it's a scent that threatens to crush any hope that they had. But they stop, anyway, and they wait. And a tiny, almost childish part of them looks for their sister like she'll be summoned by their presence alone.
When they had first chosen to follow her, it had been out of grief, out of guilt. At the time, there hadn't been any real signs of her; just bloodstains from the battle and her scent, leading into the mountains. It hadn't taken much for them to make up their mind, and even then, under normal circumstances, it would have taken less. But they had wanted to bury her, if nothing else. They couldn't make up for what they had done, but they could have at least done that.
Except there had been nothing to bury. It had been the opposite; whatever was left of Jackdaw's hope had sprung back to life, slowly but stronger with every sign, every cat claiming to have talked to someone that fit Doe's description. She was alive. She was alive, and somewhere along the way Jackdaw's thoughts had shifted from needing to give her a proper resting place to just wanting to see her- to just confirm that their mistake hadn't killed her, too.
In the end, it's the border that causes a sliver of doubt to creep back in. It's almost funny, in an awful way- so long of walking, and it's a scent that threatens to crush any hope that they had. But they stop, anyway, and they wait. And a tiny, almost childish part of them looks for their sister like she'll be summoned by their presence alone.
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