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MARROWPAW MARROWPAW

GRAVEYARD GIRL
ShadowClan
Apprentice
3
0
Freshkill
30
Pronouns
IT / THEY / SHE
Played by
SATURNID
MARROWPAW

IT / THEY / SHE
7 MOONS
SHADOWCLAN APPRENTICE
PENNED BY SATURNID

It felt good, hearing its own name in the leader's mouth. It can't say much else in the way of positives about becoming an apprentice; it never felt that itching anticipation that other kits seemed to hold. It was one thing, and now it is another. It will learn to hunt, to fight, to fend for itself. It supposes that much is a positive. Yet altogether, there is nothing monumental to it. No remaking, no celebration that doesn't grate on her nerves. She was Marrowkit, and now she is Marrowpaw, and that is all.

Except now, there are eyes upon her. Sablestar announced Tickfrost's name with a weight that she, a young cat both ignorant and indifferent to the bond between mentor and apprentice, did not care to understand. They size him up afterwards with a cold look. He is not much to look at, a scraggly and bony sort of warrior. She puts out of mind the way her own scars poke through her ribs; it is a fact she hopes to change. She pads after the warrior, away from the dispersing meeting, with tail flicking curiously. "
So,
" it drawls, low and toneless. "
...When do we start?
" Time would tell how skilled of a mentor he would be. For now, she would let him take the lead until she tired of it.
OOC: @Tickfrost <3
 
When you're lost in the universe, lost in the universe, don't lose faith
My mother says, "Your whole life's in the paws of the Stars"

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Tickfrost had to admit, if only to himself, that this felt strange. Odd. Unsteady. To be named a mentor at all. When Sablestar's voice had rung over the clearing, naming him of all cats, Tickfrost's breath had hitched in his throat. For a heartbeat he just stood there, frozen, orange eyes blown wide in disbelief. Mentor. The word didn't fit in his head. It didn't feel like something meant for him, not the scrawny tick-bitten tom who grew up in shadows and hunger, who carried scars from a life he barely survived.

Instinctively, his gaze had shot toward Fleafire, his anchor, his twin flame. Help, was what flashed across his eyes. Or maybe: Do you think I can do this? But there was no turning away now. Now Marrowpaw stood before him, young, sharp-eyed, expectant. Tickfrost straightened, tail giving one single lash as if shaking off the uncertainty clinging to his spine. He met the apprentice's gaze with a steadiness he forced into place. " Immediately. " he answered simply, tone firm but not unkind. His torn ear flicked, a small tell of nerves he refused to let grow. " We start with words, first. Questions, rules, expectations. "

He paused, studying Marrowpaw, this cat who would look to him now. Rely on him. Learn from him. The responsibility was heavier than any battle he'd fought. " Tomorrow. " he continued, " I'll show you the whole of ShadowClan. We'll run the borders of those we live alongside with. The marshes. The places prey hides. The places danger hides too. " A faint hum left him, not quite a sigh. " It'll be a long trek. Use today to gather your strength. "

Tickfrost stepped closer, posture relaxed but eyes steady and piercing, measuring, reading, trying to understand the apprentice fate had tied him to. " What is most important to you? " he asked at last, voice low, serious. Not a test. But something deeper. What drives you? What shapes you? What will I have to teach and unteach? Tickfrost waited, still as a stone, for Marrowpaw's answer.

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