I'm nobody new (a.k.a old fart alert) but I did want to say a very long winded hi!
I left Tabbytales for good from a lieu of personal issues that occured all at once and a very deep unhappiness with myself. I couldn't switch between my characters accounts let alone type a sentence. Only associating those characters with negative emotions and constant mental pressure that I am not good enough. My personal life was reflecting heavily onto them and fostering a lot of guilt that was not doing me any service in the long run. So I went cold turkey and tossed all those characters to the wolves to work on improving mentally. (sorry guys there wont be any dogbite 2.0's or similar characters)
In much better news I'm living in Missouri (on the fast track to Illinois), back in therapy, have a fantastic job and I am actively working on improving myself. With lots of free time again and an itch to create - catsite calls to me and Purrgatory seems like a really nice place to restart and test the waters. I nearly dropped interest in fighty cats all together and I think taking a less traditional approach is just what I need creatively. I will be putting a much healthier boundary between myself and roleplay by first saying this - I will not be adhering to any type of activity. To be very open and frank It's never worked for me. I came here to create and enjoy my time not stress myself out further (albeit that is a monster of my own making). This might leave me out of a lot of fun opportunities like events, litters, and positions but those aren't my priority right now.
I miss my friends here most of all and really hope I get to spend more time with you guys and doodle little fellas for you!
I left Tabbytales for good from a lieu of personal issues that occured all at once and a very deep unhappiness with myself. I couldn't switch between my characters accounts let alone type a sentence. Only associating those characters with negative emotions and constant mental pressure that I am not good enough. My personal life was reflecting heavily onto them and fostering a lot of guilt that was not doing me any service in the long run. So I went cold turkey and tossed all those characters to the wolves to work on improving mentally. (sorry guys there wont be any dogbite 2.0's or similar characters)
In much better news I'm living in Missouri (on the fast track to Illinois), back in therapy, have a fantastic job and I am actively working on improving myself. With lots of free time again and an itch to create - catsite calls to me and Purrgatory seems like a really nice place to restart and test the waters. I nearly dropped interest in fighty cats all together and I think taking a less traditional approach is just what I need creatively. I will be putting a much healthier boundary between myself and roleplay by first saying this - I will not be adhering to any type of activity. To be very open and frank It's never worked for me. I came here to create and enjoy my time not stress myself out further (albeit that is a monster of my own making). This might leave me out of a lot of fun opportunities like events, litters, and positions but those aren't my priority right now.
I miss my friends here most of all and really hope I get to spend more time with you guys and doodle little fellas for you!