Though storms have torn her dreams apart,
Hope still sings within her heart.
A gentle wave, both strong and long,
She is the river's whispered song.
Hope still sings within her heart.
A gentle wave, both strong and long,
She is the river's whispered song.
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They were growing big, and oh, how it was such a bittersweet feeling for Wavesong. She watched them with a mixture of pride and aching heart, each small step toward growing up a reminder of what was missing. There was no Adder there to see them grow beside her. No father's shadow to guide or challenge them. She wouldn't take them to the border yet, her heart still fluttered too anxiously at the thought. They had to be a bit older, nearing apprenticehood, before she could bear it.
It was unfair to Adder, she knew this in every quiet moment. Each time she saw the kits playing with Pineheart or Pikestar, chasing after Peachtrot or trotting after Willowburn, her chest tightened. And when they dared each other to get close and poke Smokewreath, before giggling as they dashed off, Wavesong smiled softly but the pain lingered just beneath. Littlebrook taught them too, they were taught by the whole of the clan... They had enough older siblings... Not only Rosepaw, Crescentpaw and Rushingpaw, no... There was Thunderpaw, Galepaw, Rainpaw... Torrentpaw... Every apprentice was part of their family.
Still, her heart beat strong for her mate... Even now... But her children held it more firmly, wrapped around them like the warmest cloak. She could not leave them, would not. Even when they were grown, she did not think she had the heart to leave. This was her home. This was her family. And in the quiet corners of her heart, she hoped... hoped that someday, somehow... it would be Adder's again too. It could have been... If his pain hadn't consumed him... Perhaps it could be one day, if they talked... If he mellowed out... Realized not the whole world was a battlefield.
She shook off the ache of those thoughts and gently pulled her paws away from the ball of moss she'd made, a grin spreading across her face. She peered over at the six kits nestled nearby. It should have been seven, but Shellkit would always be with her, carried in the shell around her neck, a gift from Hydrangrabloom and Peachtrot, a memory she clung to.
" I have here... " Wavesong meowed softly, batting the mossball gently toward one of the kits, her eyes shining with a spark of joy. " A mossball. Made specially for the lot of ye! How do ye feel fer a bit o' gamin', wee kits? " She gave a playful wiggle of her tail high in the sky, feeling a lightness she hadn't known in a long while. " Th' goal is behind me. Let's see if ye lot can work t'gether t'get it past yer mama, hmm? " Her voice was soft but carried a teasing edge, inviting the kits into a moment of carefree play. " Come, wee ones. Maybe after this, we can scout th' edge o' RiverClan. "
Even with the heaviness that weighed on her chest, Wavesong found strength in these moments. Each laugh, each leap, each tiny pawstep was a reminder that life went on and she would be there to guide them every step of the way.
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