TW: Sensitive Content Open my mother told me - bringing back body

[flowercloud]

the walk felt longer than coming back from the dog attack. the weight of the body draped on her back was hardly noticeable compared to the weight that- she was too late. cheeks were drenched in tears, lightened fur soiled and stained in blood that was not her own.

her paws no longer shook, her throat raw from the scream that echoed through her jaws- she had heard the birds flutter from the sudden sound, and long abandoned the mouse she had caught. Green eyes were dull, empty- and her chest was a flutter of panic, while her stomach settled on sickness.

she had heard quiet footsteps join her side. she wasn't sure if it was real or not. her ears only heard the loudness of her heart, and the screaming thoughts. but, as she pushed through the barrier of camp, and draped her sons body gently on the ground- the rage came back, seeing the crumpled mess.

Her teeth clenched, and green eyes tightened closed. As if it wasn't real, as if it was a dream. but as her eyes opened, a fire burned. "Hawkstar!" Her voice called- raw throat far from the honey sweet. Rage filled back in her eyes, her body shook, her blood burned. Green eyes searched for the blue eyed leader- but her body did not move.

Her son needed her.

As soon as green eyes met blue, and the leader stepped forward- she heard nothing Hawkstar said. "A Thunderclanner Killed my son." He wasn't supposed to be dead. He was supposed to grey and age. "I demand justice." She wanted to dig her claws into the others face, fur, make him regret.

"Would you let another clan take the blood of one of ours without repercussions? 'Peaceful' Night of treaty, I don't believe a damned word!" Her claws dug into dirt, her head lowered in the rage she felt, that set a fire in her eyes, and pulled her face into a disgusting snarl.

my queen- my leader- understand my anger, heed my need for justice.

her second child- taken away too soon. his siblings- left to grieve.

@Hawkstar
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[Hawkstar]

LEADER OF SKYCLAN

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TRIGGER WARNING

TW for detailed descriptions of gore, blood, wounds, and handling of dead bodies. Reader discretion is advised.

Flowercloud never calls for her anymore. The thing that transpired between them - the thing that Hawkstar had seen fit to draw the line for - had rendered the former deputy quiet. Reserved. So when Hawkstar does hear her, when she does does deign to turn one pointed ear towards her roar, her electric blue eye follows the line of action to horror.

She sees him before she hears his fate.

Rosebelly. Her perfect, floppy-eared, fierce apprentice with his fluffy cheeks and blue eyes always filled with determination and so much cleverness, now cleaved near in two. Beneath the tangled mess of belly fur stained with gore, she could see where the gash between, where her little apprentice had been caught vulnerable: in the very place she had named for, as if his attacker had known about that fire that Hawkstar had stoked in him and wanted to rip it out just to spite her. As if they meant to tear out her heart and fire by way of this proxy.

A ThunderClanner killed my son. Blood rushed to Hawkstar's ears - loud, angry, pounding. Juniperstar had dared to approach her border with this promise of peace, this simpering cover up for her lawless soldiers and secret sadism. She had allowed herself to lower her guard a fraction and in that blink of an eye, she had already lost a life.

"Bring him to me," it's a command, but Hawkstar could feel her voice shake under the weight of it. "Please, let me -"

She moves past her former deputy to him, his fur still etched with kitten softness, his jowls not yet filled in with the telltale thickness of a fully grown SkyClan warrior, his eyes now glassy and dull where bright blue once was. Hawkstar placed a paw against his muzzle, searching desperately for some small puff of air, some small show of life, but there was nothing.

Juniperstar had lied to her. ThunderClan had murdered her apprentice. And StarClan had allowed the world to take another one of her warriors without even a thought towards the hurt and damage it would cause. In a just universe, their punishment would be swift and exacting, but even brusqueness was not enough for this. This time, Hawkstar would be sure they burned for it.

Hawkstar's paws move from head to belly. The blood had stopped flowing a while ago from the looks of the wound. Now it had congealed into a honey-like texture that matted his fur into tight clumps, and clung to her toes as she inspected the severity of the killing blow. She felt sick. Rosebelly's blood clung to her, staining her fur, just as she was sure a ThunderClanner warrior was cleaning it off as if her little warrior were no more than a bird caught to feed ThunderClan's nursery queens.

Her eye floats back to Flowercloud, glassy to match Rosebelly's beneath her paw. "Did they see your face? If I put you in front of that crowd, would they know you well enough to show fear? Could you pick out the murderer if I asked?"

@flowercloud

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[Teaselfeather Teaselfeather]

TEASELFEATHER

Over hill, over dale, through the valley and vale do not weep, do not wail, I am coming home to you

Their paws trembled with each step, as if the earth itself no longer welcomed their weight. Teaselfeather moved forward through a fog of disbelief, eyes wide, too wide, blinking against the terrible image before them.

Rosebelly.

Their brother, who had burned so bright.
Sharp words. Sharper wit. A firestorm of a cat... Alive in every breath, impossible to silence. Even when they clashed, even when he stung with barbed remarks, he had been theirs. Family. They had once shared nests and dreams, wide-eyed hopes of warriorhood, promises whispered under starlight when the world still seemed kind. They had received their names together. Teaselfeather. Rosebelly. Cygnetscratch. They were supposed to grow old together.

So how... How could he be still now?!

How could he be gone? Laid out on the ground, slain by the claws of a ThunderClanner... The world became a blur of motion as tears gathered in their eyes. Words were spoken, his mothers rage, Hawkstar's words. None of it registered in their mind. Not anymore. Hot, white grief seared through them. Their breath hitched.

And then it came, a cry, raw and sharp, cracking through the air like lightning.
" ROSEBELLY—! " It wasn't just mourning... It was protest. It was rage. It was the sound of a heart breaking, not cleanly, but all at once and everywhere.

They collapsed beside him, body trembling, pressing their forehead to his fur already cooling. They were supposed to heal the fractures in their family. Now two would remain forever. A piece missing. Irreplaceable.

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[Maiseyleg Maiseyleg]

ababababababa The seasons change, we are not the same

indentThe sounds of Flowercloud's anguish draw Maiseyleg from the warrior den. A white ear flicks, shaking off a stay pine needle. She can smell the thick scent of blood and hear talks of 'murder' and 'justice'. Maiseyleg takes a deep breath and braces herself for what she's sure to see as she leaves the comforting shade of the den. She's no stranger to death and violence, having seen many cats lost to the rats in their old territory.

indentDespite her preparations, she's struck speechless by what she sees. Rosebelly, barely a warrior, is dead, flayed by the claws of another cat. Despite all she's seen, this type of violence is foreign to her. There never used to be a good enough reason for cats to fight one another, before the journey. Not to the death, at least. No rouge wanted to risk their life against Skyclan - these forest cats don't have the same reservations, though.

indentMaiseyleg urges to rush forward to Flowercloud, to comfort her apprentice, but her legs won't move. Soft white paws remain locked in place, claws digging into the podzol. 'There's nothing I can do for her now. No sweet words will bring back her kit.' She sets her jaw, and holds back tears. She'll wait for Hawkstar's command, and follow through. 'The time for petty feuds is behind us, now. We need to keep this from happening again."

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Maiseyleg | 63 moons | Warrior of Skyclan ababababbnihfibnfdifdhfhababa

 

[Downypaw]

But my words, like silent raindrops fell

And echoed in the wells of silence

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It was starting to become almost a normal occurance for someone to come back to camp bloodied and broken. While it wasn't something that happened everyday, it was still something the small apprentice was starting to get use to. From when Stripe-tail came back leaning against Blood-heart, to when her own mentor, Wave-legs, came limping back from a bad fall, injuries seemed to plague the life of a warrior and Downypaw couldn't help but feel apprehensive for her own adult life. Would she be graduating soon, like others had when they were her age? What if she wasn't ready, having only been under Wave-legs care for about a moon. She wasn't sure she could handle an injury to herself like she had when the white molly was younger, scars etched deep into her shoulder blades and back to tell the story.

Yet.... everyone who came back injured always ended up okay, in the end... And so, wouldn't that be the same for Flop-ear, as well? The small apprentice watched with sky blue eyes as Stripe-tail entered camp on soft, nearly shaking, paws. The non-moving body of her son was gently laid against the earth of camp, like a fragile leaf ready to crumble at the slightest touch. Then, everything turned. Downypaw couldn't hear the words spoken but she could see the anger seething through the usual cheerful former-deputy. Whatever Stripe-tail had spoken, whatever had made her tense up like a lion poised to strike, it seemed to cascade through the clan like a wave. One-eye stepped forward first, more gentle than she had ever seen the leader act, as a paw was brought up to examine the tom. But why... why not call for Tree-legs? Afterall, she had helped so many of the other injuries heal up with barely any issue...

Then there was Sticky-fur. This was when Downypaw noticed there was something wrong. They had been nervous. They always shook just a bit. But this... this was different. The way they trembled, the way they collapsed with their jaw agape like they were locked in a cry that she could not perceive. The way their eyes squeezed shut, the glistening shine of tears trickling down their cheeks. Her ears fell back. Sticky-fur was always kind, always visiting the medicine den when she had been healing. It wasn't like them to look like this. But... there was no reason to... Did no one realize? Everyone seemed so upset but Downypaw knew that this wouldn't be the end. Just like it wasn't the end for her, for Stripe-tail, for One-eye. She had to show them! She could remind everyone that Flop-ear would be okay, just like everyone else!

With a sudden resolute spirit, the little apprentice ran over to the group of cats surrounding the body. She had no one to get their attention except for touch and so, she bumped heads against One-eyes leg first, before her legs carried her in a circle around the body, brushing up against both Sticky-fur and Stripe-tail as she did. Once all eyes were on the white molly, she stomped a front paw and shook her head, as if to reject their anger and sadness. 'Dont be sad! Look!' A gentle paw was placed on Flop-ear before she started putting on her own little show. Stepping back, with shaky legs, Downypaw stumbled a few steps before collapsing as Flop-ear's side. She closed her eyes and held her breath, wanting to emphasize the part she was playing from her memory.

She stayed like that, unmoving against the earth, lungs held in place for as long as she could before... a deep, sudden breath was taken in and she slowly rose from her act. When she was done, she stared up at her companions with a smile to large for the situation at hand. A paw was brought up, pointing to One-eyes before moving to point at the still Flop-ear against the earth. Again, she flopped down on her side before springing back up. 'He'll be back, see? He'll get up soon, watch!' Turning her back to their gaze, Downypaw pranced her way over to One-eye and flopped down on her haunches, staring with bright sky blue eyes at the collapsed clanmate on the groud. Her smile never faltered. After all, she did good! She was sure everyone would feel better once Flop-ear awoke again.

Just like One-eye did, so long ago.
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  Because Downy is deaf, obligatory nickname list!
  Hawkstar -> One-eye (for her one eye)
  Fujimoto -> Wave-legs (for their wavey-striped front legs)
  Flowercloud -> Stripe-Tail (for her big striped tail)
  Teaselfeather -> Sticky-fur (for always having things in their fur)
  Rosebelly -> Flop-Ear (for his one floppy ear)
  Stormcrow -> Blood-heart (for her red chest spot)
  Swallowbreeze -> Tree-legs (for her brown striped legs)
  
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• Downykit she/her
  ❧ A Small Long Haired All White Molly with Sky Blue Eyes, Deaf In Both Ears and Mostly Mute
  ❧ Apprentice of Skyclan
  ❧ 11 moons; ages on the 7th of every month
  ❧ speech thought attack
  ❧ peaceful + healing powerplay permitted
  
  penned by Taru​

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[flowercloud]

Flowercloud held her head high, her jaws clenched together in a tightness that almost felt like her teeth would shatter-break underneath the anger and rage she felt. Green eyes were unmoving from the leader. She knew that Hawkstar would feel a specific way about her former apprentice, that the words wouldn't make sense coming from Flowerclouds mouth.

She had already let out her grief, had already curled her arms around her son, sobbed tears into his pelt- she had stepped to the side to reveal his too soon broken body, watching as Hawkstar examined, checked, and her jaws rolled and crunched.

The fluffy warrior stayed tall, fluffy tail flicking across the dusty covered dirt. Did they see your face? If I put you in front of that crowd, would they know you well enough to show fear? Could you pick out the murderer if I asked?

"The tom was across the border, while Rosebelly collapsed on our side. He showed no remorse, and turned and said nothing to me. I could pick him out in a crowd, every scar, every tuft of fur I took in my rage. If he does not show fear- I will make him." My beautiful son, killed- the light in her eyes were not there, replaced with ice and coldness. The honey sweet voice was bittered with rot.

But the scream of her son- the shock, her gaze turned to him, lightened, and her features frowned, ears flicking back. He slid to Rosebellys body, and grief struck his features. "My family did not deserve this and our clan does not deal with lies and deceit. What is your plan, Hawkstar?" She asked, carefully, bringing her body besides Teaselfeather to press her fur into his in some form of comfort. "I am by your side through whatever you decide." She reminded, but it felt different. Her green eyes remained locked against blues, honest.

She didn't recognize herself right now. The movements to comfort were distant, as if she wasn't sure how- for the first time in her motherhood, she didn't know how to comfort her child in seeing a dead body. Because she never would've expected it to be their brother. Her son. "Breathe, my child." She reminded gently, though her voice caught in her throat. There will be no reassuring that everything will be okay. Because she had no doubt in her mind that Rosebelly wouldn't wake up.

Which Downypaw reminded her of so... Innocently. The apprentice didn't know. And though her lips curled, a frown etched into her features, and her eyes didn't hold the light, she let out a sigh, dropping her head. "Downypaw doesn't know." Her words were ever so soft, still rough against a raw throat. To teach death was an act she couldn't bring herself to do. And Downy looked ever so hopeful up at Hawkstar.

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[Cherrydawn Cherrydawn]

CHERRYDAWN OF SKYCLAN

It was wrong. Nothing about it was right... The molly with the mismatched eyes stepped forward, reluctant and heavy-hearted. Grief lay thick in the air, and it gripped her chest like thorns. Before her was horror, unfathomable, cold, and crimson. The blood matted into Rosebelly's fur was far too fresh. He had barely earned his warrior name. She had been that young not long ago, still finding her footing, still believing the world held more wonder than cruelty. But she had never seen this before. Not like this. Not up close. Not this kind of death: silent, merciless, and icy cold, just as Flowercloud had described. A kill made without remorse. Without warning.

Her mouth went dry. Her legs felt unsteady beneath her. She stared at Downypaw, and her heart ached. The poor apprentice... she didn't understand. She couldn't understand. Death had never truly touched them before, never in this way. SkyClan should have been thriving in their new territory. But instead, they were met with this. " Rogues. " she said at last, her voice cracking as she looked up at Flowercloud and Hawkstar. " Lawless rogues... For what reason did this death occur? " Her voice trembled, then sharpened. " Unjust...! " she growled. " Unnecessary. He was barely a warrior! Fresh into the paws of one! "

She turned to Downypaw again, her expression softening with sorrow. The apprentice still held hope in her eyes, hope that Rosebelly would rise, just like Hawkstar had. But Rosebelly... Rosebelly was no leader. He had no extra lives. No second chances. Pain flickered in Cherrydawn's gaze as she slowly shook her head. " No, sweetling.. " she whispered, barely audible. " No… Rosebelly will sprint across this earth no longer. Not in the body he left behind… "

THROUGH DIRT AND SHADOW I GROW ——･ﾟ✦​

･ﾟ✦ —— I'm reaching light through the struggle

 

[[SNOWVEIL] [SNOWVEIL]]

SNOWVEIL, 91 moons / SkyClan + Perm Caregiver
A lean silver black lynx point with milky blue eyes and many scars
Delights in listening to all that goes around, can be a bit gruff, will put you on your place
Tagging @Downypaw & @Hawkstar

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Snowveil did not need to see what lay before her. She did not need eyes to know that Rosebelly's body was stretched out in full view of SkyClan. The sharp tang of death hung in the air like a blade. The youngster's life.... So bright, so fragile.... It had been taken. Nothing would bring him back. All that remained was a husk, still and cold beneath the morning sky. Her thin tail flicked once through the air as she stepped forward, head low. A faint waft of Downypaw's scent brushed past her muzzle. The mute child... the one she couldn't speak to properly, not in the ways most could, but loved fiercely, without question.

Snowveil's ears pinned back, flattened tight to her skull as voices rose around her. Then came the scream, Teaselfeather's wail, sharp enough to cleave the air in two. For a child who rarely made a sound, that one cry said everything. Horror. Grief. Rage. She stepped forward until she reached Downypaw, reaching out with one paw until it brushed against the familiar soft fur. Gently, slowly, she pulled her in close and gave her ears a rasp of her tongue, a gesture of quiet comfort amid the storm.

She didn't know the full story. She hadn't seen it. But she could guess. Flowercloud's trembling voice had made it clear enough. Downypaw doesn't know. But Snowveil did. Flowercloud demanded justice. Snowveil agreed. The pain of losing a kit, unspeakable, hollowing, endless. A pain she would never wish on any cat, yet one that hung heavy now in the clearing.

" Retribution. " she spat at last, her voice hard as stone. Her head lifted, milky eyes unseeing but unwavering. There was fire in her chest now, burning low, but deadly. " This murderer cannot walk free. There was talk of the Gathering. Let us see just how wise ThunderClan's leader truly is. " She bared her teeth. A n g e r. " If she understands the weight of what's been done, she'll make the right decision. If not… " her ears flattened again. " Then we'll know exactly what kind of leader we're dealing with. "

DON'T LET MY CALM FOOL YOU

there's fire underneath this snow

 

[DUSKPOOL]

DUSKPOOL​

He'd been nearby when Flowercloud's voice rung in the distance like the steady drum of thunder rollin' in, angry and violent for things left unspoken. His battered figure rippled, head swivelin' to stare at his younger sister carryin' the body of her son. His nephew. "Oh, kiddo." He rasped wearily, tired and broken-hearted from lives he'd watched wither to dust by the very tom who swore to protect 'em. His figure slipped forward toward his half-sister with a rumbled sigh, starin' at Rosebelly's mutilated form with a heavy heart.

'M sorry, kiddo. Though, Duskpool ain't ever been one for apologies, not verbally, at least, but to have a kid so young succumb to the cruelty of life was nothin' more than bitter heartbreak. To have a life snuffed out so soon after becomin' a warrior. Ain't that the purpose of a becomin' a warrior? To die for yet clan and clanmates. It made somethin' silly twist in his guts, scarred lips peeled into a subtle frown, weary-eyed. It seemed their family ain't nothin' but a curse. It left a sour taste in his mouth. The sight so closely intertwined with the past, Duskpool had prayed Flowercloud would never know the grief of loosin' a child.

That pain? It won't ever go away. It might diminish, but it ain't ever gonna leave ya.

His bulky frame shouldered through the crowd to reach her, pelts brushin' in silent support though his brows furrowed, lips tugged at the vicious call for revenge. His skin bubbled with rage for the loss of another, but maybe he ain't so good when his thoughts rolled like lumberin' thunder, battlin' against the need for blood and the desperate snarl of what good will it bring?

These folks ain't aware of most of the code, not like SkyClan. But maybe it was due time to start implementin' 'em before another kiddo lost their life to some pointless thing that could've been avoided. He saw nothin' but a bunch of rogues claimin' to be clans, guided by Starclan he ain't too sure he believed in anymore. His chest rumbled, lips drawin' into a tight-lipped sneer, well hidden beneath obsidian wool. "Remember, most of these folks ain't aware of the code." He rumbled gruffly, wooly plumage sweepin' the ground in a slow arc. "Reckon it's about time we do somethin' before another youngster is killed over somethin' stupid." His head pivoted, starin' at Rosebelly's frame with a look of anguish masked behind careful indifference.

He might be a hypocrite, havin' gone after a thoughtless rogue and a controlin' kittypet, claws stained red and lips forever stuck in a bloodied sneer. The lot of ya best be keepin' a clear head. If Juniperstar refused? Then what? Was Hawkstar willin' to go to war and risk the lives of more of their clanmates? His gut might be coilin' with rage at the loss of kin, but perhaps he ain't nothin' more than a selfish bastard, mind a steel trap, words rattlin' like boot heels on old wood.

His molten iris drifted to Flowercloud, scarred head lowerin' to press into the meat of her shoulder. "Come on, kiddo. Why don't we get Rosebelly cleaned up? Reckon we can find some flowers growin' nearby." His words rumblin' like the sound of fire cracklin' over coals.

"One of ya best be gettin' Swallowbreeze if she ain't already made aware. We have all the time for revenge, but right now, Rosebelly needs his family more than ever." His words steady, heavy with grief and steady like a hum against a storm-wracked world.

Perhaps he'd grown too accustomed to the sight of death and kin. His eyesight heavy and limbs like lead. How many had to die for someone to grow uncomfortably numb at the sight? Maybe he'd always been a heartless bastard.

we're only haunted by the things we refuse to accept

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  DUSKPOOL he/him a storm carved in flesh and smoke, duskpool towers with the bulk of a maine coon and norwegin forest cat. his wooly black pelt bristles with ghost-stripes and scars—old wounds etched like lightning through dusk. one copper eye burns like molten steel and the other a mangled ruin of war. every step is heavy, thunderous—war-born, death-burdened, and unflinchingly alive.
  
  ᯓ★ senior warrior of skyclan (sun guard during coffeestar's reign)
  ᯓ★ brother to outlawbite & thistlestrike, half-brother to flowercloud
  ᯓ★ eighty-two moons; ages on the 1st of every month
  ᯓ★ speech thought action
  ᯓ★ peaceful/healing powerplay permitted
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