♰ Her parting words to her children were hushed, hurried, whispered to too-young ears. Too young to flee with them, too young to be scapegoated yet. Yet. He wished he had more time. She prayed that even if they could not understand yet, that her words would find a hiding place in their consciousnesses, that they would return to them in their dreams when the time came.
"You are not safe in this place. These watching eyes do not have your best interest in mind, they are waiting for you to stumble, and they will bear false witness against you. Not now, and perhaps not soon, but they will turn on you." Traitors begot traitors, they could hear the snarls now. Solace knew that his mate's pull would buy them some time, but he would not risk trusting that their children would remain unharmed here forever. Better to leave when they had the chance than be torn apart waiting for their parents to return. She tried to shake away the image of their too-shallow graves. He could only spare a singular moment more, pressing a nose to their small faces and committing their images to memory, "I love you dearly, we will meet again."
They fled into the night, and she was unable to even glance back toward the place they remained until the end of a full day of running. He'd accepted that it was in all likelihood that the day they all were together once more would be when they met in Death, of course he did. It was a consequence of the circumstances they were forced to reside under. He should have been more careful at concealing his practice, he should have tied his devotion to any other cat in the world... But should they have? It was no fault of hers that her heart sings the way it does, it was a mere arbitration that demanded she suffer, that asked a queen for a payment in blood.
None of that mattered, though. He had nothing, now.
Resentment seeped as deep as their regret as paws carried them aimless on their journey to nowhere. Bitterly, it crossed their mind that perhaps their father would have been quite proud of them. Near-martyrdom for their devotion, exiled in infamy for fear that they'd lead them all to doom, O Wicked Temptress pulling their ruler astray. Paws crunched rhythmically upon dirt and snow, the wind whipping whispers of Death, His promise to welcome her in should she decide to lay there and let the snow fall upon her. It was easiest to hear Him between the beats of silence in the season of snow, it used to be somewhat comforting to know this. Now, Solace just twitched an ear and huffed, continuing his torturous trudge across this damned field of snow.
It'd be a rare meal that had her pause, a crow too young or too stupid to fly away against the buffet of leaf-baring wind, in between bites a glance toward that structure in the distance. The clean lines suggested a twoleg den, something he'd seen enough of on this cursed pilgrimage to immediately bring to mind their bear-like shuffling and odd pelts. The scent on the wind suggested cats, multiple, alongside a hodgepodge of unrecognizable scents he nearly wanted to turn around and skirt away from.
Was it loneliness that brought him closer?
It was a day, and a night, and another day of distant lingering, watching cats move in and out and around the place (it was huge), and from the outside, it seemed nearly... peaceful. Of course, he would be the last cat to trust these strangers blindly after a day of observation, but with frost chewing at his toes and hunger gnawing at his belly, he made a decision.
It was twilight when she approached proper, and even still she lingered atop one of the skinny stumps of wood bordering around the large den. If it was meant to be, someone would be around soon enough, she figured, and her instincts were correct. Ocean-dark eyes peered sharply down at the first stranger to approach, squaring his shoulders and speaking smoothly as if there were not ribs jutting beneath his layer of fur, "Hello, you. Do you live here?"
- ooc: knock knock ! new guy in the building !
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♰ solace- barn resident - 32 moons - she/they/he - a handsome stranger with a ghost-filled past, a longhaired fawn point of average build that looks soft around the edges despite the hardship of leafbare. their dark blue eyes have an unnerving, too-watchful quality to them.
- solace seems relatively polite, if cagey around questions of his life before his arrival. in any case, he's patient with the kittens and doesn't rile up any trouble around the barn, so the other residents don't mind her hanging around for the season.
- speech in "A87C7C" , attack in underline, penned by eezy -
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