Cain
the scorned
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why do i want to hurt? is it because it's all i know?
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Cain is a goon of the Riff-Raff, freshly eighteen moons old and still going. He identifies as a cisgender tom and uses he/him/himself pronouns. He is monogamous, demisexual, and is single.♰
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This goon was created on November 9th, 2024 at eighteen moons old. He is currently eighteen moons old and will continue to age every 8th of every moon.
He currently is open to any future plots as of November 9th, 2024, and his creator is open to collaborating on anything. He is written by @senatorwii and can be contacted at senator_wii on discord.
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is it because it's all i'm ever
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Cain is a large, dark brown-gray goon with darker marbled markings across his torso and a fluff of a mane around his neck and chest. His eyes are a curious, yet cold amber.♰
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Cain is a tad larger in size than an average cat. A dark, muddy brown takes up most of his fur, tinged with a lighter brown towards his underbelly and his maw. Black marbling inch around his legs and torso, imitating cracks in sedimentary stones that have been withered at for countless moons. Around his neck and the back of his head remains a mane of coal-black fur, usually fluffed up due to the air or caked with leaves, sticks, and whatnot. His eyes are a deep, cold amber.
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is it because it feels right?
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Cain doesn't consider himself a good guy, but nor does he really want to believe himself to be someone antagonistic. Due to his past and all the things he has done, he has made a better effort to be more intentional to help those around him, whether it be elders or kits, wounded warriors or bumbling apprentices. He doesn't mind being around his Clanmates, even if he doesn't say much when he actually is around others, but sometimes, loneliness is the coat he bears better.♰
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He carries a kind heart within his chest, one that he often jokes to himself that he got from his loving mother. He has a soft spot for those around them that only grows deeper the more he grows a bond with someone.
Though he may appear to be someone cold-hearted and stoic, he actually opens himself up to others fairly easily, albeit with much resistance. He would willingly put himself in an uncomfortable situation just to make someone else comfortable… and usually that is by speaking to someone, easing nerves when he, too, is nervous, or even doing a chore that he himself wouldn't want to do. If anyone came to him with a favor, especially those darn adorable kits, he would accept doing the favor without any hesitation.
Within his mind still lies a ferocious beast, unfortunately. He finds trouble sleeping or napping when his mind fills with regrets, laments, memories of days of old. He pushes himself to the brink of exhaustion whenever he can, both in part because of old habits and of what he has done to himself. He doesn't believe he is worthy of the divine resting place that his Clanmates believe in--he has done far too many bad things in order to ever gain repentance.
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is it because it's my favorite way of saying sorry?
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Cain was born to a fierce tom named Abrum and a sickly she-cat named Ruth, with two other brothers named Abel and Oracle. Due to Ruth's condition, Abrum killed Ruth in front of the tom kits, much to their horror and little minds. From the moment they were able to, Abrum trained them to fight, hunt, and become ruthless creatures. The rough treatment killed Oracle, leaving Abel and Cain to suffer their father's wrath.♰
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The two brothers trained to become good fighters and always on high-alert, listening to their father and his every order. Eventually, Cain and Abel fought each other as per Abrum's command. Once Abel was down and Cain was ready to call the match off, Abrum demanded him to finish his brother off. With a regretful and mourning heart, he did just as he was told.
As the tom reached 14 moons old, Abrum and Cain stumbled upon Leroy and the Riff-Raff gang. Abrum forced his way in through brute strength, putting in a good word for his son to become a goon. Cain now stays with the Riff-Raff and his father.
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will i ever truly be sorry?
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last updated 11/09/2024
last updated 11/09/2024