Dawn crests on the horizon. It's cold and bitter and unkind, a sun reluctant to rise, and a sky that would prefer to keep its stars.
This morning's break of light feels wrong. A contortion of the world, a defying of routine and precedence. Like something else should be there instead, only he can't figure out what. The concept itself has no substance in his brain, mind, it's just an amorphous sense of discontentβlike everything else that passes as a feeling since the battle. Present, yet incomprehensible. Fog that clears away into something muddier than itself.
The very same claws that'd snuffed two lives pick at the crusty scabbing upon his muzzle. Two gouges, running parallel and at a cruel angle, stinging like frost upon sensitive nerves. He's never been one to ignore a good impulse, and so he tugs until a fresh bead of red slips down the slant of his nose. And then he does it again. And again. What pain there is, is distant; he doesn't feel anything. Smoky must wonder if the same could be said for Milky and Leopard. Did they suffer? Did they feel anything beyond fear in their final throes?
He doesn't know. He's not sure what to make of it, either. Idling near the cavity in the thorns that fit both him and his mate, Smoky's body is still and his face expressionless, eyes blank, tail unmoved from the spot where he's laid it across his paws. The bleeding on his nose stops. He's already thinking about picking it again, even while his gaze remains fixed upon the sunrise.
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