Copperstorm
and in the storm of life, there was you
and in the storm of life, there was you


ThunderClan
Ranger
Council Member
{$title} coalstrike getting hit by a monster thread, dewshine and copperstorm will be gone when coalstrike is found by fleafire and a few warriors.
You walk along the edge of danger
AND IT WILL CHANGE YOU
AND IT WILL CHANGE YOU
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Copperstorm's head swam as he lay on the ground, chest heaving from the fight. Blood stung his eye, and pain threaded through his side and paws, wounds that would mend, he told himself. He had to mend. There were kits growing inside Dewshine. There was Dewshine herself, who had thrown herself into the fray with a fierceness that still made his teeth ache to see. It had happened in a flash. It shouldn't have gone the way it did. If only his father had listened. If only they could have reached some bargain, some small compromise... Two lives, separate but tolerable. They could have lived side by side. But that thread had never been offered. It had been spat on instead by Coalstrike. Ever prideful. Ever resentful. Ever filled with hatred.
The memory of his father's voice came to him like a claw lashed at his face. Do you think the world works that way, boy? That I can simply put aside weakness and betrayal because you feel it's convenient?
Copperstorm shut his eyes tight, forcing himself onto shaking legs. He turned his face toward where the body had been flung, heart stuttering. Was he dead? The birdlike scream that had split the air would have drawn others, too late for all of them if they lingered. He and Dewshine couldn't stay. She might not have been meant to be here, but without her he would have been dead. Weak, his father had called him. Weak because his heart would not harden. Weak for loving when it cost him. Charcoal had blamed him for things out of his control, Cinder's disappearance, Flint's death and had wrapped every failure he couldn't fix around Copperstorm's neck like a chain. He'd clung to hatred the way a drowning cat clings to driftwood. He'd thought that hate would be simpler.
He heard Dewshine and he turned to her, relief carving through him like a blade. " Dewshine? " His voice cracked. Was that his voice, sounding so small and broken...? Was that... Was that his? " Are you... Are you okay? " Another memory, a cold, venomous hiss burned in his head, his head that throbbed. Learn this: every choice you make, every hesitation, every moment of weakness will mark you. You cannot outrun your failures. You cannot hide them. And every day you cling to this pitiful hope of peace, remember: I could end you without a thought. And nothing… nothing would stop me. Copperstorm's throat tightened. He forced a breath. He looked back at the body by the thunderpath, two paws still on the road and felt the sick, awful uncertainty. Was the man dead, or still breathing? Fear clenched his ribs. If he still lived, Copperstorm knew what the choice might be: finish it, or leave him there. For his kits' sake, for Dewshine, for the future he wanted, the thought of ending him flashed hot and white across his mind.
It shamed him...
' Why must protecting what I love mean becoming an executioner? ' The question burned in him. Coalstrike had never been a father. There had been no care, no softening. Only contempt. To call that thing ' family ' was an insult to the word. And yet... A small pitiful part of him wanted to cry and rush over to the body. A small part of him just wanted the other to look at him and see him as his son... A shameful thing to wish for, a weak thing to wish for... His chest heaved, breathing ragged and part of his world was coloured red by the blood in his eye. " We… we have to go... " he murmured, leaning against her for a moment, every breath a trembling promise. " We have to go before… before ShadowClan-- " His words cut off as his gaze snapped back to the roadside. A faint, rattled breath sighed from somewhere on the wind, or perhaps it was his own fear making ghosts. He didn't check. He couldn't risk staying. They needed to go... With some luck, the awful weather... The rain would be their saviour... Would wash their scent away... He didn't know...
You are a mistake in four-legged form. A pampered doll that thinks teeth and claws are toys. You are poison. You bruised my son with your comforts and now you dare to think your kits could be anything but liabilities? Do you have any idea what you've done? Do you even understand the stain you've placed on this bloodline?
He drew Dewshine to her paws and urged her into the shelter of the trees, toward ThunderClan. The words that had been spat toward her, the utter hatred that had filled that tom's voice... There had been no winning here... He understood that now... He had been foolish to think it could have been anything else than what it was... " I'm sorry... " he breathed, head bowed, the world tilting. " I tried to reason… I tried... " The forest swallowed them, bears of rain and mud under their paws. Coalstrike's poisonous verdict echoed one last time as if spit directly into his ear: If I had known what you'd become, I'd have ended you before your first sunrise.
Copperstorm fled the scene, leaving the body where it lay, dying or dead... He could not tell and did not dare to find out. All that moved him now was the single fierce drive that had always beaten in his chest: keep them safe. Keep Dewshine safe. Keep his kits safe. Even if the price was the part of himself that recoiled at what he had done...
Speech, thoughts/emphasis
ooc: wait for dewshine and fleafire first before posting! It's closed for now but once those two posted I will open it!