juniper
it's an act of devotion, to be present and aware of who all filters in and out of the camp. that every face ought to be familiar at the least; no wayward soul that found their paws working their borders would be overlooked or forgotten. she could remember the softly tuned discussion of someone who held wisdom outside of their borders, the reassurance that the burden of care didn't rest squarely on two sets of shoulders.
the feeling of something burning just under the surface of her skin has become a constantly, loathsome friend... one that demanded attention, one that she'd ignored hoping it to be a temporary nuisance.
"Sorry... to bother you," comes a soft hiss that hesitates to even be heard. an intrusion on the harmless, daily goings on in favor of her own selfish need. "You... You know something... about herbs right?" it's a dragged out question, one that is interrupted by the need to draw in careful breaths to push through the searing feeling of standing... of existing... Stilldream could afford to have some of her time wasted with this silly line of questioning... Juniperstar refused to shove her problems onto Serpentberry and Rowanpaw while they both hovered anxiously around one another... when they were still finding their footing in their roles.
they didn't need her problems to bear down on them.
she beckons Stilldream to pull out of the sunlight, so bright is nauseates her... makes the world spin with sharp rays and gleaming spots. her breath hitches in her chest the moment she shifts forward, putting weight onto a leg that had been tactfully withdrawn from sight more days than not. it is distended... a tiny scratch left to fester...
just the prick of a thorn...
"I had hoped... it would just... go away on its own," she confesses, keeling forward as if her balance has been swept from her in that moment. she barely manages to catch herself, gritting her teeth into something like frustration... or maybe it is dismay that her own body slips out of control.
the feeling of something burning just under the surface of her skin has become a constantly, loathsome friend... one that demanded attention, one that she'd ignored hoping it to be a temporary nuisance.
"Sorry... to bother you," comes a soft hiss that hesitates to even be heard. an intrusion on the harmless, daily goings on in favor of her own selfish need. "You... You know something... about herbs right?" it's a dragged out question, one that is interrupted by the need to draw in careful breaths to push through the searing feeling of standing... of existing... Stilldream could afford to have some of her time wasted with this silly line of questioning... Juniperstar refused to shove her problems onto Serpentberry and Rowanpaw while they both hovered anxiously around one another... when they were still finding their footing in their roles.
they didn't need her problems to bear down on them.
she beckons Stilldream to pull out of the sunlight, so bright is nauseates her... makes the world spin with sharp rays and gleaming spots. her breath hitches in her chest the moment she shifts forward, putting weight onto a leg that had been tactfully withdrawn from sight more days than not. it is distended... a tiny scratch left to fester...
just the prick of a thorn...
"I had hoped... it would just... go away on its own," she confesses, keeling forward as if her balance has been swept from her in that moment. she barely manages to catch herself, gritting her teeth into something like frustration... or maybe it is dismay that her own body slips out of control.
- this is closed for now! i'll tell ya'll when it's open hehe. @S t i l l d r e a m
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juniperstar
leader of thunderclan
nine lives remainignore me