CW for loss, grief, injuries, guilt
NOW WATCH IT HURT YOU 𖣂 RUNE
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Heavy pawsteps echoed on the wind as she ran, bloody pawsteps the only evidence marking the places she's been and the sins she's commited. The world around her blurred as tears of pain and anger filled her eyes; the clouds ovehead mirroring her, for they, too, broke into sobs. Rain mixed with snow and hail fell sharp on her coat, cutting her skin open in places where the ice grazed against her. Yet she winced not, for all the pain she carried in her heart was starting to become overshadowed by the anger.
How could she have been so stupid? She wanted to help and instead, she got herself into a mess. Sharp claws slashed at the ground in frustration as she tried to block the guilt from arising, but it was too strong, overwhelming even her most valiant efforts at pushing it down. She had led them right to her family.
Now she was all alone, running away from the mess she'd caused, but unable to escape it. Blood dripped into her eye from a wound that, if she was to survive, would be a constant reminder of her failure. As a daughter, as a sister, as a friend. As a member of a community. I'm no one's problem now, she thought bitterly as an image flashed in her mind of the cats she's grown up around, laying in pools of blood, fur scraps everywhere and a hungry, bloodthirsty growl behind her. She had led it to them and she was the sole survivor, destined to bear the weight of countless lives on her shoulders.
The growl was no longer following behind her and the adrenaline was starting to wear off, reminding her of how long she's ran for. Her vision blurred even more, not just from the rain and tears and blood oozing over her eyes, but from exhaustion as well, tugging at her consciousness, pulling her down. Her legs trembled and she laid her body down before she could collapse, not wanting the exhaustion to claim her first. It was just one simple thing, but if she could control it, she would seize the opportunity before the decision was made for her. The embodiment of defiance and spite.
At last, she let herself rest. But as her eyelids started to grow too heavy, a silhouette appeared in the rain, moving closer. She was too weak to get up, but she would not go down without a fight - not after all she's just survived! Her fur bristled on instinct, anger reflecting in her eyes as she unsheathed her claws and hissed at the stranger, "Don't you dare take another step closer!"










