Private Medicine Cat's Den a heatless fire ] magpiepaw

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CICADABUZZ, 30 moons / shc + med. cat
a SH cinnamon tabby/chocolate tortie chimera w/ black eyes
parent to deathberrykit, hemlockkit, mistletoekit ; mentor to magpiepaw
a reserved, pragmatic healer driven by duty rather than sentiment
"This," Cicadabuzz murmurs, nose grazing the fuzzy leaves, "is borage." The word is spoken plainly, without ceremony, but there's a weight to it all the same—a reverence earned through seasons of use. Cicadabuzz sits back on their haunches and studies the herb for a moment, then picks it up. They set it down gently on a flat stone, nudging it toward their apprentice without a glance.

"It grows best in bright sunlight. It yearns for heat, for warmth. If not provided, it will not sprout properly." Their voice is quiet, but not soft. Measured, as if weighing every word before allowing it to slip free. "If you need to find it, use that knowledge to your advantage. Find somewhere with drier soil, where the sun rays reach the earth." With a flick of their tail, they lean forward and bite off a leaf with a quick nip of their sharp teeth, which they then give to Magpiepaw to examine. "The leaves are the best part to use. They are bitter in taste, but they are efficient." Another pause. Their eyes remain fixed on the plant as though it might withhold something if they don't pay it due attention.

"For nursing queens," they say next, gaze sharpening, "it helps keep the milk flowing if their bodies struggle to produce it at first. It helps to ensure kits will be able to nurse properly." They do not soften their tone for the mention of mothers or kits. They state it as they would the weather. Necessary. Unsentimental. "But it has other uses, as well." Cicadabuzz places the rest of the sprig of borage off to the side, safely tucked away back in their storage. "It cools fever. Useful in greenleaf, when sickness runs through the dens unbarred. Or leafbare, when cold settles too deep in the chest." A faint twitch of their whiskers as they glance towards the entrance of their den, then back. "Furthermore, it can ease stomachaches, and ease tightness in a cat's chest." They have always appreciated borage, with its many uses.

Cicadabuzz finally turns their gaze fully on Magpiepaw, head tilting slightly. The silence that follows is expectant, but not impatient, as they wait for the next question.

 
He'll learn your face by heart
BUT YOU'LL BE IN BLACK & WHITE IN HIS EYES
"Borage." The kitten chirps, voice low as he both repeats the word and mimics Cicadabuzz's more neutral tone. Several of the plants had many uses, none of the uses seemed to correlate really and he often wondered why, were burns and wounds similar? Was spilling milk and blood the same? A caregiver's penance surely mattered more than a fool's cold caught in carelessness - but they both got the same plant.

"Helps milk. Fever, stomach, chest..." He pauses, paw raised, nose wrinkling thoughtfully, "It likes the sun, so we won't find it in leafbare when it might be needed most." The kitten considers this, head tilting, "Does anything else help milk?" It would make sense to save borage in that case, but if there wasn't anything that meant having to decide to feed kittens now over handling fever come winter. Or maybe he was thinking about it backwards, maybe it was better to use now and there were other more easily obtained things closer to the cold seasons. It helped with rain sickness, stuffed noses from wandering the dripping marshlands. It was frankly a lot to consider. Not quite as dire as choosing who lived or died, but maybe in a way it was a more child friendly version of it for him. If only there were a plant that solved everyone's problems that was always around - how useful it would be. Maybe he could discover something like that one day, surely there were plants even Cicadabuzz didn't know about.
In the flick of a feather, he flies to your side
MAGPIEKIT

— kitten of shadowclan
— He/They
"SPEECH", 'THOUGHTS', ATTACK
— Solid black w/low white & blue-violet eyes.
— Has 'wobbly cat' syndrome.
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CICADABUZZ, 32 moons / shc + med. cat
a SH cinnamon tabby/chocolate tortie chimera w/ black eyes
parent to cloudberrypaw, hemlockpaw, mistletoepaw ; mentor to magpiepaw
a reserved, pragmatic healer driven by duty rather than sentiment
Cicadabuzz watches Magpiepaw with their usual stillness, a carapace frozen beneath heavy heat. Their tail curls once, the tip twitching against the ground—quiet approval, perhaps, though no praise passes their mouth. They listen to the kitten repeat the herb's uses, the cadence of his voice flattening into something more disciplined than his usual chirp. A faint nod meets his attempt at neutrality. Good. He's beginning to listen properly. But it's the observation about leafbare that earns Cicadabuzz's full attention.

They shift slightly, bones clicking beneath their lean frame, and look at Magpiepaw—not through him, but at him. "Correct," they say, voice dry as seed husks. "Borage is fragile in frost. It will not grow in snow-packed soil, nor will it survive the bite of ShadowClan wind. If you are lucky, you will find it wilting in the final weeks of leaf-fall." Their gaze flickers to the sprig on the stone, then returns. "So you take what you can when the plant is generous. Dry the leaves. Store them properly. Do not waste."

Magpiepaw's question lingers, and Cicadabuzz lets it hang, unhurried, letting the weight of it settle. The air smells of disturbed earth and old rain—cool, but not cold. A good time to think of warmth, of kits still yet to come. "There are other herbs," they begin, voice thinning into something raspier as it works past the damage in their throat. "Not many, and not found here. Parsley may slow milk, if a queen wishes to wean. But to encourage milk? Borage is best." Their ears flick back, remembering the lean seasons past. "If borage fails, you rely on providing what can be given; prioritizing high quality food for queens, ensuring they receive plentiful water."

A pause. Then, "You ask the right questions." Their tone doesn't warm with the compliment; it never does. But their eyes narrow faintly—not in judgment, but concentration. "Herbs are not just leaves to memorize. They are decisions. Weighing risk against time. Sickness against hunger. What you give now, you may lack later. What you hoard may rot. Every decision must be carefully weighed. Every choice to relent in the face of pain now means fewer herbs in leafbare if a more sever wound or illness comes along." It is the reality of being a healer, that one must make difficult decisions. Every single day. And even then, it will not always be enough. "What I teach you about these herbs will not fill all the holes of knowledge within you; there will come a time when you will need to learn through practice, and through mistakes. You will fail. You will make mistakes. You will watch cats die despite your best efforts. And at times, you may be the one to help that death along, if it is necessary. Do you understand this?"