When he had returned with the battered patrol, what he was unprepared for was the chaos that awaited them in camp. The scent of Shadowclan invaded his nostrils. A couple clanmates breathing heavily with some wounds of their own, and when he rushed to the medicine cat den, where the putrid stench of Shadowclan was the strongest? Crushed herbs and seeds were scattered about. Claw marks carved into the ground and bits of the den as well. In the center of it all was his dear friend Jinglemoon. Rainpaw stood beside their wounded mentor, attempting to aid them with whatever herbs available. The last clear memory from there was a yowl and shredding of a nest. He was dragged away shortly after, thrashing about. When he awoke, it appeared as if a storm passed through his den.
Slumber would prove restless. The images of his wounded clanmates haunted him while Shadowclan cackled such a horrid sound. Frustrated tears slipped down his cheeks. Teeth gritted, preventing yowls of agony from escaping his maw, waking the others with him. Eventually, the sun would rise and when it did he went to gather the members of his council who weren't injured to the medicine cat den. He would not make his mostly injured council drag themselves to his den. No, especially when he was in much better shape.
Once he made his way inside... The rage began to bubble. It was in much better shape than the day before, but it was still in disarray. Unknowingly, he had unsheathed his claws. It was more than evident that this ordeal had taken his toll on him. They would forgive him for it. His haggard appearance was just proof of his care for each and every one of them. How could they expect him to remain cool and collected when they lost so much? This was the best he could do for now.
"The next time you dare cross into our territory with children, make no mistake, we will strike them down just like any criminal."
That is what he said then. Before seeing the state of the medicine cat den. Before sitting here with a good number of his council hurt. Before seeing Jinglemoon injured. When he was foolish. Now as the smell of blood and herbs invade his senses, he regrets. I shouldn't have shown them mercy. It was because of him and his faults that Riverclan paid the price. He was supposed to protect them. It was his duty, that was why the stars granted him these nine lives. Did they watch him with anger? In regret? He did not know and frankly he didn't care. What he cared most about was Jinglemoon. The pair of them were thrusted their respective duties by the stars and he had promised to do his best to support the medicine cat. However, here he sat unscathed while his friend was harmed. Unable to rest fully because it was his duty to tend to others as well. If Jinglemoon attempted to assuage his worries with a gentle smile, it would be met with a scowl. Your wounds should have been mine. Then, his gaze trailed over each and every member of his council.
He really shouldn't be thinking about that child at a time like this. He needed to take care of Riverclan first.
// @Frostmoth @Peachtrot @Adderfang @pineheart @Russetfall @PIGEONPEARL @Jinglemoon @Rainpaw if I missed anyone please bonk me weeps
Slumber would prove restless. The images of his wounded clanmates haunted him while Shadowclan cackled such a horrid sound. Frustrated tears slipped down his cheeks. Teeth gritted, preventing yowls of agony from escaping his maw, waking the others with him. Eventually, the sun would rise and when it did he went to gather the members of his council who weren't injured to the medicine cat den. He would not make his mostly injured council drag themselves to his den. No, especially when he was in much better shape.
Once he made his way inside... The rage began to bubble. It was in much better shape than the day before, but it was still in disarray. Unknowingly, he had unsheathed his claws. It was more than evident that this ordeal had taken his toll on him. They would forgive him for it. His haggard appearance was just proof of his care for each and every one of them. How could they expect him to remain cool and collected when they lost so much? This was the best he could do for now.
"The next time you dare cross into our territory with children, make no mistake, we will strike them down just like any criminal."
That is what he said then. Before seeing the state of the medicine cat den. Before sitting here with a good number of his council hurt. Before seeing Jinglemoon injured. When he was foolish. Now as the smell of blood and herbs invade his senses, he regrets. I shouldn't have shown them mercy. It was because of him and his faults that Riverclan paid the price. He was supposed to protect them. It was his duty, that was why the stars granted him these nine lives. Did they watch him with anger? In regret? He did not know and frankly he didn't care. What he cared most about was Jinglemoon. The pair of them were thrusted their respective duties by the stars and he had promised to do his best to support the medicine cat. However, here he sat unscathed while his friend was harmed. Unable to rest fully because it was his duty to tend to others as well. If Jinglemoon attempted to assuage his worries with a gentle smile, it would be met with a scowl. Your wounds should have been mine. Then, his gaze trailed over each and every member of his council.
"I'm sorry."
It's not enough and he knows it. No apologies will make this better. With a trembling frame, he continues, "I should have given them the punishment they deserved instead of mercy. Because of me, this all happened."
Claws rake slightly across the ground before digging themselves. "I won't let Shadowclan get away with this. That being said we've got a lot to discuss on what we should do from here on out."
Difficult it is not to give into his lust for blood. To not think of sinking his claws and fangs into each and every Shadowclanner who was there. Even a child who was forced to partake in the crimes of those who were supposed to teach her well. Her frightened expression at that time.... Why?He really shouldn't be thinking about that child at a time like this. He needed to take care of Riverclan first.
"I think we should focus on finding herbs."
To recover what we lost. "Maybe send out a patrol or two. At least, as a start. Do any of you have other ideas?"
// @Frostmoth @Peachtrot @Adderfang @pineheart @Russetfall @PIGEONPEARL @Jinglemoon @Rainpaw if I missed anyone please bonk me weeps