
LEADER OF SKYCLAN
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Hawkeye had been a relentless warrior. The claw-marks gouged into the red-clay cliff-sides of the ravine were hers, scored by hardened talons that scrabbled at the unforgiving rock long before they reached for an easier branch or foothold to pull herself up from. Chilly rain-water settled in those claw-marks in the lonely days after SkyClan's departure from their forgotten home, and when the snows came, that cold water froze into ice, and that ice expanded those claw-marks into fissures that now housed a small family of bats - all unknown to the cat that had originally made those cracks in the wall.
Hawkstar was now hundreds of pawsteps away from that cliff-face, a thousand thoughts from the water that made the ice that made the fissure to house the bats, and a million lost seconds of sleep away from the idea of ever thinking about the ravine again … but still those feelings lingered. The feeling of the hard earth beneath her ragged paws stung in every step she took away from what home was. The feeling of breathlessness at the top of the ravine, staring down an unknowable distance, where cats milled from cavern to cavern, looking more like ants than her clanmates, unrivaled by the swaying treetops they now claimed as their own. Hawkstar's body missed the gorge and all the rugged beauty it had represented in her youth, even if her eyes and her mind were pointed sharply in the direction of her forest.
And it was Hawkstar's body that reacted first to Fujimoto's words.
It was a small thing: a squint, a wink, a wrinkle under the eye, the same little crinkle that was present when Coffeestar's patrol first came across a little pointed teenager, a bell collar around her skinny neck, her tail curled over her back in pleasant curiosity of these funny-smelling cats. A golden tom approached her first and asked her name, and in a dream, several hundred sleeps every from that moment, she told him "Hawkstar". but then, in the truer version of her story, it was just … "Lacey".
Lacey had been a kittypet, a kittypet that Hawkeye killed in a flash to protect her clan, but again, in a truer telling, Lacey had died and been reborn into Hawkeye, just as Hawkstar died and was reborn again to protect Downykit. There was little difference in the lives before and after resurrection, save perhaps the vestiges of narcissism that clung line cobwebs in her mind.
"Don't stutter. Confidence is a virtue I require of my council." but notably, she does not immediately counter the words that are uttered from chattering teeth. Hawkstar instead turns, her one working eye sharp, but not quite hardened into a glare. It was … softer than that, more … contemplative.
"Kittypets always were the centerpiece of our clan under Coffeestar." she relents a bit, allowing her daylit Sun Guard a little bit more than she would have allowed under any other circumstance. "There are no less than three other clans within this forest, all of whom jockey for positions against our borders. If we could win over more soldiers, more cats that do not count as empty bellies to feed… then maybe we would not suffer so greatly at the hands at fate."
A wall of soldiers … disposable pawns to be used in place of her own invaluable warriors. What was a kittypet life to the life of her children, her friends, or the warriors she had nurtured from birth? And if the kittypets should survive a skirmish or even a battle, maybe… just maybe… there could be a reputation and a home to be gained from their loyalty.
"I don't trust any kittypet to truly know what the life of a warrior entails, but maybe a strong hand - a tutor - might be what they need. You say that they are attempting their own … clan …" Hawkstar wrinkled her nose at the very word, at the very idea of her culture being bastardized by some soft kibble-filled kittens playing in the woods like kits fresh from the nursery - with no elders or queens to help with the accuracy of their game, no less! "Then they must have a leader, correct? Someone I can reason with, at least?"
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