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He's sprawled lazily on his side as careful paws work to mend and repair what was left after a night of cutting of fraying dead ends. Sable is thankful that neither Shade nor Dunny are joined at his side right now, the pair of them having gotten away from the fight with some surface level scratches. Aside from the clear jagged wounds over his face, though, the three of them had come out fairing better than the tom he set his sights on. Juniper fled, perhaps to finish whatever she and Hawthorne had set out for, but Fleecefur hadn't mentioned anything of her being an obstacle. And thank the shadows for it- he might not have been able to claim his place as champion after all.

"I was visited, after we came here. A spirit of sorts..." Or perhaps a demon, but it doesn't matter now. He recalled the ichor that dipped from her paws as if the mud around her had become an oil spill. Scenting of loam lands and rich earth, an ancestor to this world long forgotten. "She told me of a time cats lived in this place. ShadowClan, they lived and breathed by the night." Sable winced as a poultice was smeared against his eye, biting his tongue to hold back a hiss. "Hawthorne was the only thing in the way of it coming to fruition... I'm supposed to call for her again tonight. I'll receive the recognition as the Clan's leaders. Gifted with nine lives... unbelievable, isn't it?"

But so was the thought of a greater power touching down to living lands at all.

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    SABLE— he/him ・fifty-two moons ・colonist ; no clan ・penned by gonkpilled
    a black and white tuxedo with dark amber eyes
 

Cicada listens in silence, their paws steady as they smear the poultice over Sable's wounds. Their expression is unreadable, their gaze distant yet piercing, as if weighing the tom's every word against the immovable truths they've come to understand about the world. The mention of a spirit doesn't make them pause, nor does the claim of a Clan reborn. Such declarations, grand and gilded with ambition, are not beyond comprehension to Cicada, though their thoughts on them remain as obscured as the depths of a still pond. The earthy scent of crushed herbs mingles with the tang of blood in the air. Cicada presses a little harder than necessary against the edge of a jagged wound, not cruelly, but enough to draw Sable's attention. When they finally speak, their voice is low, measured, and weighted with an almost eerie calm.

"Unbelievable?" Cicada repeats, their tone devoid of judgment. "No. Not unbelievable. But belief is a fragile thing, Sable. It burns bright, but it can be smothered, twisted, or left to wither. You say a spirit came to you. Perhaps she did. Perhaps she will come again. But the night doesn't offer gifts without cost." They don't look at him as they speak, their focus on the precise placement of cobwebs to stem the bleeding. Their touch is careful, their movements deliberate, as if each action is part of some unspoken ritual. For Cicada, healing is as much an act of preservation as it is preparation—a reminder that bodies, no matter how strong, are finite. "You claim the mantle of a leader," they continue, their gaze flicking briefly to meet Sable's, sharp and unyielding. "Nine lives. A Clan reborn. These are heavy things to carry. Heavy enough to crush even the strongest of us if we're not careful."

They sit back, their paws stained with faint streaks of crimson and the greenish tint of the chewed herbs. For a moment, they simply observe him, their eyes half-lidded, their expression inscrutable. "ShadowClan. Living and breathing by the night. It's fitting, I suppose. The night holds its own kind of power—quiet, patient, and unrelenting. But it's also cold. Indifferent. The darkness doesn't care for the cats who walk within it, no matter how grand their aspirations." Cicada's voice softens, though their words retain their characteristic bluntness. "You should ask yourself, Sable; is this spirit's vision truly yours? Or are you just a vessel, an instrument for something far older, far hungrier than you understand? If she visits you once more tonight, what will you offer in return? Because she will ask for something. They always do."

They rise to their paws, their movements fluid and unhurried, as though the weight of their own words has no bearing on them. The faint rustle of leaves caught in their fur follows them as they move to tidy their supplies. "Perhaps you're right. Perhaps you'll lead this ShadowClan to greatness. But greatness is often born from sacrifice, and rarely the kind we choose." To them, Sable's ambitions are just another wound—something raw, something dangerous, and something that, in time, will either heal or fester.
 

His teeth grit together in silent enduring as a biting pulse ripples across his eyelids again, unusually painful for him to grant the focus Cicada was looking for. A haggard breath exhaled from his maw when he realized he had been holding it in from the initial shock. His chest heaved for another breath to replace the empty space of his lungs and tilted his head toward the healer as they spoke up. The glass holding in their silence shattered with the sound of careful wisdom, caution towards Sable's near reckless urgency.

It wasn't far from what Cicada warned of. Sable had looked for a solution in any form that provided him the same result. He wanted the hurdles of his success eliminated and Hawthorne had placed himself firmly in the middle of that path. The cost of his greatness had to be the pointed fool, though. Fleecefur had called for his blood after all, not Sable's. Could spirits lie so deliberately? What would killing him do for Fleecefur anyhow, when she was already bedded in shadow and death. "I suppose not. I don't think I'm the currency she sought for, though." A transaction in blood had already been dealt, and if she couldn't simply kill Hawthorne herself, than he is (mostly) sure he is safe from her ink-stained claws.

In his squinting stare he moved to meet Cicada's again. If he had been so bold to claim right to lead the Colony, the name he made of ShadowClan should be no different. He would create a greater force than imaginable, even. Nine lives. He could practically be immortal with a number like that.

He is quiet as his turn fell to follow Cicada's query. He reflected back to his challenge against Hawthorne when Quell's claws had dug fresh lines against his flesh. The first blood spilled. At the time Sable saw himself stronger for severing his nostalgic emotional attachment from Fray. Waiting for the man to die and wasting fresh prey on him while the rest of them faced hunger had told him enough. A real leader would have sacrificed his meal for the weakest link to keep it's strength. A real leader would have pushed to expand, taken every opportunity like a goose egg in waiting.

"She'll ask I root out anything in my way." Her way. Hawthorne had been the stars choice to head their commands. "Juniper was with him, but she didn't come home with me... I think... I hope she took what I've left for her. Maybe then we'll truly meet a time of peace." He would hate every moment of it, though. Already Sable despised how empty a nest felt without her, how cold his belly was left without her in his grasp at night. Another sacrifice made as their leader, but it was emptier than the others he claimed in the name of their preservation.

"I feel ready for it, no matter. If I am to serve as the force for some ancient being, if it keeps the cats I've claimed this new responsibility for..." He swallowed, once again thinking of Smudge and Nightinggale. Seal and Leopard. "I have to do it."

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    SABLE— he/him ・fifty-two moons ・colonist ; no clan ・penned by gonkpilled
    a black and white tuxedo with dark amber eyes
 

Cicada's gaze flickers briefly from their work, catching the subtle grit of Sable's teeth and the haggard rise and fall of his chest. They note the strain, the weight that seems to press against his shoulders, as tangible as the wounds lacing his flesh. But their expression remains composed, distant. Empathy, to them, is not a tool for healing—it is an anchor that drags reason to the depths. They listen in silence as Sable speaks, his words weaving a tapestry of conviction and desperation. He paints himself as a leader in the making, a figure of strength willing to sacrifice what others would not. Yet in his resolve, Cicada senses the frayed edges of something fragile—doubt, perhaps, or fear buried beneath the bravado. They know better than to name it aloud; some truths are meant to be discovered, not told.

When he finishes, Cicada steps closer, their movements deliberate and measured. The dim light catches the herbs smeared across their paws, a reminder of their trade, their role as both mender and witness. They do not meet his gaze immediately, instead focusing on the neat alignment of supplies beside them. "Juniper is neither the first nor last of the sacrifices you will be asked to make," they say, their voice soft but steady. They finally look at him, their amber eyes piercing in their quiet intensity. "You say this spirit will ask you to root out what stands in your way. And you say you're ready. But readiness is not the same as understanding. What you remove may leave a hollow you cannot fill, no matter how strong your conviction feels now."

Cicada tilts their head, studying him as though he were an intricate knot they are trying to untangle. "You speak of peace as though it is a destination—a thing to be reached by sacrifice alone. But peace, true peace, is a fleeting thing. It is not something you can hold onto for long, no matter how much you give for it. And it will never be what you expect." They crouch to collect a bundle of herbs, their movements slow, as if their words need time to settle in the air between them. "You think this is for them," they murmur. "The cats you've sacrificed for. But leadership is not a force you impose—it is a weight you carry. And that weight doesn't just rest on your shoulders. It pulls at the ones who follow you, too."

Straightening, Cicada regards him again, their expression unreadable but heavy with the weight of their words. "If you are to be this force, then you must ask yourself what part of you will remain when her demands are met. Because she will ask for more than just that which stands in your way; more and more until there is nothing left to give. Spirits always do." They turn, their fur cast in shadows as they move back to their supplies. The task of healing, for Cicada, is never just about the body. It is about planting seeds—of doubt, of thought, of understanding. Whether they take root or wither is no longer their concern.