Oh, I can't stop feeling I want her love ♡
Since becoming a warrior he was trying too hard, he was working too hard, he was pushing himself relentlessly. What was there to prove? He was already clanborn and even if his mother was weak-willed he had a powerful bloodline, she was once deputy for a reason after all. Rosebelly didn't need to claw his way to the top as he was doing, but he did all the same. It was a cyclical torture, he wanted to be a cat who could stand amongst Hawkstar's finest, to pass on his mentor's teachings to his own apprentice, to represent SkyClan before all other clans with loyalty and dedication - proving their superiority and his own devotion. Cats like Stormcrow were to be admired, but he wanted more than to simply bend and obey beneath Hawkstar's will, he wanted to be her equal, he wanted to stand next to her and not behind her. The deputy position was open, he clenched his teeth knowing that he was the cat who deserved it most, who else was more dedicated, who else was trained by the leader herself? It was a place on the throne he had all but earned from the day he came mewling into the world, to the long journey to this point in the forest, through the mist and kittypet slog.
The chocolate tabby crouched low, a squirrel perched before him that remained idly nibbling upon some seed as his throughs ran rampant and his fur bristled with exhilaration. The prey had waited for him to compose himself, at least, his tail flicking as he inched closer and with a spring landed upon it, though the vermin squealed and twisted to break from his claws and dash away; Rosebelly was not deterred and tore after it. There was a brief moment as he broke through a wall of pine scent, an indication of a border marked, where he considered pulling back, but he pressed on with a shake of his head. This squirrel was on SkyClan territory, it belonged to them, it was rightfully theirs, and so when a wall of brown tabby burst from the foliage to pounce upon it he didn't hesitate to leap upon the other with his claws outstretched, "That belongs to SkyClan!"
The chocolate tabby crouched low, a squirrel perched before him that remained idly nibbling upon some seed as his throughs ran rampant and his fur bristled with exhilaration. The prey had waited for him to compose himself, at least, his tail flicking as he inched closer and with a spring landed upon it, though the vermin squealed and twisted to break from his claws and dash away; Rosebelly was not deterred and tore after it. There was a brief moment as he broke through a wall of pine scent, an indication of a border marked, where he considered pulling back, but he pressed on with a shake of his head. This squirrel was on SkyClan territory, it belonged to them, it was rightfully theirs, and so when a wall of brown tabby burst from the foliage to pounce upon it he didn't hesitate to leap upon the other with his claws outstretched, "That belongs to SkyClan!"
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But all my dreaming is not enough...
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Rosebelly
— Warrior of SkyClan
— He/Him
"SPEECH", 'THOUGHTS', ATTACK
— Chocolate Sepia Tabby w/low white & blue eyes.
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