juniper
there is a haunting weight behind shining eyes... ones that looked heavensward in reverence and still felt wanting to find their paws in the right place. too many times her guidance, her decisions, had misled him to circumstances that left him reeling, stumbling to decide how to advance. perhaps it's her failing.... just another way she has not managed to right herself as Thornstar's proud successor. though she offers him an understanding smile and the most genuine well-wishes, it still churns in her belly uncomfortably to know this fell on her shoulders. the blame was hers.
Juniperstar finds the steadiness to address her clan with a brow pinched with determination, a mask of certainty despite the anxiety that stirs under the surface. would it be praised that she acted quickly to fill the void... or be spurned that one needed filling so swiftly at all?
"I ask for your attention," she calls, voice shrill despite her insistence to appear strong, sturdy... prepared. the spotted she-cat swallows down the pitchiness of her tone, whiskers twitching as if she has dispelled an itch rather than stuffing down a lack of surety. "In an effort to respect Brightpetal's wishes... I am standing before you to say that he is no longer deputy. The weight I placed upon him was one he shouldered valiantly on my behalf when I was..." indisposed? vulnerable? pathetic... "Busy... trying to raise newborns." alone. no sire to tend to them.
"I relied on him too heavily.. and respect his exhaustion. He will be a dutiful warrior, as he always has been." she hopes that he understands that she means it... that he can smile easy knowing he is not scorned.
"But.. I still need a deputy." should the worst happen...
"And I say this in front of all of you... and under StarClan... hoping you approve of my choice."
her tail whisks just behind her legs in a nervous flutter. aquamarine eyes betray her before her tongue can proclaim it- the snap of focus to her target. it is long enough anyone could make the connection... but the wait isn't long.
"Owlbark... I would ask you to be my new deputy..."
they had notable differences in their approach to ThunderClan's survival... but maybe that was what she needed. maybe that stubbornness, a new point of view that demanded consideration with its whole chest was a necessary conflict. it would inspire growth... right?
Juniperstar finds the steadiness to address her clan with a brow pinched with determination, a mask of certainty despite the anxiety that stirs under the surface. would it be praised that she acted quickly to fill the void... or be spurned that one needed filling so swiftly at all?
"I ask for your attention," she calls, voice shrill despite her insistence to appear strong, sturdy... prepared. the spotted she-cat swallows down the pitchiness of her tone, whiskers twitching as if she has dispelled an itch rather than stuffing down a lack of surety. "In an effort to respect Brightpetal's wishes... I am standing before you to say that he is no longer deputy. The weight I placed upon him was one he shouldered valiantly on my behalf when I was..." indisposed? vulnerable? pathetic... "Busy... trying to raise newborns." alone. no sire to tend to them.
"I relied on him too heavily.. and respect his exhaustion. He will be a dutiful warrior, as he always has been." she hopes that he understands that she means it... that he can smile easy knowing he is not scorned.
"But.. I still need a deputy." should the worst happen...
"And I say this in front of all of you... and under StarClan... hoping you approve of my choice."
her tail whisks just behind her legs in a nervous flutter. aquamarine eyes betray her before her tongue can proclaim it- the snap of focus to her target. it is long enough anyone could make the connection... but the wait isn't long.
"Owlbark... I would ask you to be my new deputy..."
they had notable differences in their approach to ThunderClan's survival... but maybe that was what she needed. maybe that stubbornness, a new point of view that demanded consideration with its whole chest was a necessary conflict. it would inspire growth... right?
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a huge thank you to @BRIGHTPETAL / @PUNK for her time as deputy !! icly brightpetal has willingly stepped down <3 please make sure to give your love!!
and congratulations to @OWLBARK / @muddly as ThunderClan's new deputy!!
i'll be keeping an eye out for more stormguards so be sure to put ur name in the ring: [here] if you're interested! -
juniperstar
leader of thunderclan
nine lives remainignore me