The tom listened with bristled fur as the leaders hissed across at one another, fury in their words clinging like smoke in the air. Suffocating. It wasn't like Merry was adverse to an argument, but seeing this? Dear Starclan, he could understand why the younger cats looked at him with such fear for a while after his spat with Sassafrass.
Bitterness clung to his mouth, nauseously reminiscent of that night. He always thought it was the taste of fire on his lips, but maybe it was something else too. His tail thumped absently against the ground, uselessly trying to stifile the nervous clicks of his tongue behind the waning length of rye tucked in his mouth. Stomach churning with the undeniable fear of a full-fledged fight, Dustystar had died once; he had sworn to prevent it from happening again any time soon. But a full brawl with all these cats involved, well, the rest of them only had one shot at this. He knew not many of these cats could fight as well as others, none the less the apprentices.
His mind raced tenfold, part of him wanting to nudge Harefoot, Hollowmumble- All the cats he loved, Hell, all the cats of his clan away to safety. Merry's heart lurched at the idea of any single one of them being hurt, the sight of Dusty's body was already too much for him to ha-
A sudden impact brought him back to attention, his fur stood on end as his eyes narrowed to slits. Until he let out the breath that had been burning his chest for a while now.
"Oh, Peony-" He was relieved it was one of their own. Poor little thing seemed stressed as of late, and no doubt this awful back and forth was no help. Tenderly he reached out a paw and
ruffled the fur atop the apprentice's head. But, he couldn't help but notice the expression on his face, pained and tensed.
Merrystalk's face softened; he was more than shaken, and a muttered apology towards the gale guard was waved away.
"Aye, no need for apologies, this is a lot even fer grown folks, stick o'er here 'nd I'll keep an eye out fer ya, Buddy." He spoke warmly to the apprentice, not truly knowing the turmoil in his mind, but trying to be a grounding presence as ever.
But, of course, the brief comfort of his own words to himself scorched away as Hawkstar bellowed to Juniperstar, Owlbark (Wait, isn't that the guy who lashed out at Gorsepaw? Ohh shit, he had more apologies to make...), and the whole gathering as a whole. A code? Hundreds of generations?
A life for a life?
The sudden dawning realisation, pieces slotting together in a nauseating wave. Owlbark, the cat he tried to reason was a dutiful warrior of his clan, was a fucking murderer, and he tried to reason that his correction of Gorsepaw was a lesson that needed to be learned. Something churned in his stomach; if Maremane and he hadn't come to their side sooner, maybe the blood of a child would be in his claws.
Merrystalk's face grew deathly stern, eyes averted from the mayhem, looking between Peonypaw, whom he now carefully pulled closer as if someone were to come and rip a claw through him too and towards his clanmates nearby.
"I'm not so sure this should be a public spectacle, but that sick bastard should have no power if he's killin' folks without a sniff 've punishment from his leader." His whispered, unusually calm given the rage that thrummed through that place like a sickness.
His tail batted against the ground, trying to maintain some semblance of steadiness in the sea of discord. His gaze flickered first to Dustystar, who was stuck in the middle of this Starclan forsaken argument; she was unreachable. So, as always, he turned to his brother, the deputy.
"Goldy..." His voice caught in his throat, shaking his head.
"Goldenroar. I got 'n awful feelin' 'bout this. I don't think we should all stick 'round to see what happens if Hawkstar's gonna h-"
But his voice faltered, hearing Juniperstar finally retort back.
'Throw away a life of her own for this murderer?' He shook his head, looking away. Merrystalk riled Peonypaw to his paws, eyes flickering to his friends.
"C'mon now, we're not entertainin' a bloodbath." He shook his head. Their clan had their own problems to handle, let alone the gripes of other clans with one another. He nudged his head against the side of Harefoot, motioning him to stand.
"Where's Meadow gone off to..." He wondered aloud, growing more nervous by the second.
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Talking to @PEONYPAW , @GOLDENROAR , @harefoot but any other windclanner can reply with their thoughts cause oh dear starclan all the drama is happening right now and we are bystanders,.........
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Merrystalk
✦—Windclan Gale Guard | 29 Moons
✦—He/Him
✦—"SPEECH", 'THOUGHTS', ATTACK
✦—A skinny, tortoiseshell cat with bright green eyes and pelt speckled with hay.
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