Frustration. Rage. Acceptance. Fear. A cacophony of voices fills the air. It's beginning to become too much to bear. He knew this was coming any say now, but he never would be prepared for it. And then, it's as if he's back in that field of flowers. The voices of his friends begin to drown out. Their figures become a blur, and for a moment he swears he can see a familiar starry pelt of pale gray. A set of blue deep as the sea locks onto him before opening their maw.
"You will gather the cats of your colony and travel inland to RiverClan's ancestral home, away from the dangers of the sea and to the bounty of the forest's rivers."
He looks to his friends who are no longer blobs. Ears flick in the direction of Shark, who voices his displeasure.
Did no one hear him? Or see him? Considering that no one has brought up a strange looking tom, he can't help but turn in the direction of where he last saw Seabriar. However, there is nothing there.
Was he... Even here? N-no, I'm losing it. That was just a strange dream. Seabriar isn't real. Right? But... If it's real, then...
The shipyard. When he first arrived he was all alone in the world. He had lost everything dear to him and didn't know what else to do. Truthfully, he only planned to stay a little bit. Being in shipyard brought back so many bitter memories. What had stopped him was each and everyone of the cats in the Shipyard. They had welcomed him and of course with every new beginning it took some adjusting. Thankfully, the cats (well most) were kind such as willow, blaze, wave, smoke, and even adder. It was due to their kindness and guidance that he was able to thrive in the Shipyard and truly call it home. For the first time in forever he could look at the sea and think of fondly of his past. It still stung, but he wasn't alone anymore. He had friends and family. Even if they all butted heads with each other, in the end he cared for each and everyone of them. Though, there are still some he'd admit would get on his nerves.
I want to repay them. Smoke let us stay in that shed, when they could have let us fend for ourselves. Wave's giving up this place even though it meant everything to her. Adder tried going back to save her and their kits, even though he was hurt. There isn't anything he won't do for his family. Russet nearly died. We're lucky that she even survived. I was worried when we found her, that she would've been... She's strong that's for sure. Knot too. I don't even know how she's standing. And Shark? he's still so young. He doesn't understand it yet. Do the other kits and younger ones know?
Pike knew it just as much as the other adults. Ever since the ships stopped coming, everything was steadily declining. It was made bearable with the friends they made and families they had, but now they couldn't ignore the signs anymore. If they stayed here it would be a slow and painful death and he didn't want that. He wanted a future in which his friends and family could thrive. Where their kits didn't have to go to bed hungry or look to their parents asking for more than a few measly scraps. Or where parents didn't have to look in sorrow when their kits wanted to share their scraps with them. All of them deserved a better fate than this. Even Shark, who didn't want to leave the only place he called home.
There's nothing for us here anymore.
Not a single word has left his maw. Hesitance prevents him from taking any action, as he is terrified of leading his friends and family to a more tragic fate. Perhaps it is also fate that from the depth of his mind, Seabriar's words ring once more.
"...travel inland." And that is enough.
"We should travel inland,"
he mews. It is in this moment that they look at him. After all, none of them had suggested a direction in which they should go. What they did suggest was somewhere they could thrive. Anywhere but this doomed place. Knot even suggests a place without any water close by because of the gulls...
I just think you have bad luck with gulls though. He decides it's better not to bring this up or else he'd get an earful and whatever would transpire would derail them severely.
He looks to Adder.
"A scouting party is a good idea."
I'm not sure what things we'll run into trying to find Riverclan's ancestral home. Or the forest rivers? "We can get a group of us who goes ahead of the rest of us, so they can warn us about danger or led us to a safe place to rest our paws for a bit before moving on."
Maybe it's not the best system out there, but of they knocked all their noodles together like Wave suggested then they could up with something better. Either way, their journey was going to be challenging. Everyone needed to cooperate and place some faith in one another.
Speaking of faith, he turns to Knot. Her worries are justified. By all accounts it's easier for the rest of them who were uninjured to leave those who were behind. However, he'd seen it firsthand. He'd seen everyone work together trying to pull everyone out of that forsaken shelter. Willow ever the wise brings up this point as well. However, he can't help himself from adding on to her point. A long tail flicks in Russet's direction.
"No one is going to get left behind. We could have left Russet behind, but we didn't. We all worked together to find her and others too. Wave helped Russet even though she was hurt. The adults tried gathering all the kits they could find and dragged them out. If that isn't enough proof to you that no one gets left behind, then I promise you. I promise I won't let you get left behind."
This time it is Willow and not Seabriar's words who embolden him. There is a place for them. Whether or not they would like it is another matter, but it has to be better than this.
"I... If we travel inland. Past the twoleg place is a forest. There's a river there that surrounds an island. Maybe that place could be our new home?"
Perhaps he should have considered thinking things through a bit more. After all, it sounded an awfully a lot like he knew of this wonderful place for awhile and decided until now to share it. Or they'd ask how he'd know about such a place and that was horrible to.
They'll think I'm losing if I said oh, a cat in a dream told me we have to go to this place where our ancient Riverclam ancestors are.