Meadowpaw
Turning the ground underneath me to show what I am
Turning the ground underneath me to show what I am


WindClan
Medicine Cat Apprentice
MEADOWPAW
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Why was it happening again? She had only just begun to scrape together the pieces left by Gladebloom's absence—if she could even call it that and now Pebblepaw too? He had clearly gone off on his own, chasing Alder, but she was dead. She'd been dead for moons! The fire had taken her long ago, and there was nothing to suggest otherwise.
Meadowpaw had seen the change in him. He was never the same after the fire, but she didn't realize how bad it was... Now he was out there, wandering stars knew where…
There was plenty to do back at camp, and everyone insisted that if he was in the territory that he'd be found. But how could she just sit there? She couldn't stand to wait around anymore. Medicine-cat apprentice or not, he was her friend. Dimmingsun would take care of things and she was old enough not to need coddling or warriors dogging in her pawsteps. The odds were that she would only slow their search anyway.
"Pebblepaaaaw!" She called shrilly, birds scattering with a frantic fluttering of their wings. The rain had eased into a light mist, but the ground was soaked. She trambled over sodden terrain, tramping through puddles that soaked her to the bone. She was wet and cold, but if she was then so was Pebblepaw.
Why didn't he talk to her? Did he think she wouldn't understand? She could've helped him, could've been there for him, so why?
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x I BELIEVE THAT THERES COURAGE BUT ITS BURNIN' LIKE ASH IN THE WIND x -
WINDCLAN MEDICINE CAT APPRENTICE 12 MOONS SHE/HER Meadowpaw values kindness and remembrance. As a kit, she internalized her mother's lessons, but questioned whether her way is the only way. She has broken free from the heavy burden of her mother's expectations due to their estrangement after the fire. She remains kind and soft-spoken through all she's endured, but is not afraid to speak out for what she believes is right.
Meadow works tirelessly at any task she undertakes, desperate to prove herself capable and worthy despite her disability. Without her mother's guidance, she finds new ways to express herself.
In conversations, she is gentle, thoughtful, and withdrawn, often hiding her struggles, fearing others seeing her as incapable. She continues to have a strong bond not only with her sister, but with her adopted family as well. Meadow uses her new freedom to support and deepen the bonds with her clanmates. Additionally, she has started to explore the more spiritual side of herself…
Her worldview is a complicated mix of hope and frustration. She wants to believe that there's hope at the end of all the suffering, but feels trapped by her limitations. With enough time and support, she may find a way to overcome her limitations and accept herself.