Gathering 2025 Backwritten the nights we steal // loonstar

This gathering took place in the year 2025.
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SABLESTAR
he/him
sixty-three moons
shadowclan leader

PENNED BY gonkpilled


That low demanding growl had pulled the both of them from the stony platform and into the shadows behind it, free from the lingering stares as their Clans took to the crowd. Sablestar still felt righteous in each step as they disappeared out of sight, the moonlight shifting away from them while they tucked to the backside of the rocky perch. "I'm not rolling back on anything I've said tonight." The tuxedo meowed assumptively. He couldn't see any other reason for him to have been dragged from where they sat, but he wasn't a fool to believe this exposure would not come without her wrath.

"I meant it, that I don't want anything in repayment." Sablestar paused only briefly, a soft sadness poking at him. "It wouldn't bring him back." Even while his Clan burned with anger at the tragedy, he knew his warriors could not afford the fight they craved. Blood for blood would do nothing for the mouths that needed prey to satiate the pain in their bellies. ThunderClan was stronger even as the cold crept into their lands, too. They did not look as famished as his own.

Honey-wrapped amethyst looked over the speckled fur that was once his. The mirrored scars on their noses brought nostalgia to their youth. Dumb, inexperienced hunters learning through the rough edges of survival. But the new tears that stretched across her neck were unappealing and sinister. The kind that marked many for death.

Wolfpack's teeth breaking into his flesh echoed in a pang.

"What's happened to you? Who is Loonstar?"
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"and this time, she won't be forgiving"
"Of course you won't, your pride will be the death of both of us," she answers curtly. her eyes glower at him only slightly, softening just enough to be something kinder than a loveless stare. she could not give him back his warrior in the same way he could not give her back Thornstar. they'd both taken something... and yet, it had never been her claws rending his flesh while crying she loved him. her throat tightens uncomfortably, the redness of waterlines a constant when tears seldom strayed. nothing would ever bring him back.

nothing would bring her back.

she swallows, louder than she means to, forcing down the urge to bury herself in the safety of the many pelts of her clan-mates. someone other than him, someone that might actually understand Loonstar and not just look at her in disgust, wanting after Juniper. Juniper who wasn't here. Juniper who didn't want to be here. "He trespassed. I've already asked you once to keep your clan-mates in line. Do not make me ask again... please." her borders were hardly worth dying over.

ThunderClan were not war-mongers, bloodthirsty and ugly. but how quickly a picture became painted. how abruptly the soft, blueish berries were ground under-paw. how suddenly did red run ribbons from a mouth gasping for breath.

she can feel his eyes skim over her like a stranger... the way his gaze lingers, the slight downturn of his lips. his disapproval. they were not children anymore. they were not young and full of stupid hope and blind love. they were not Sable and Juniper. affixed with a starry crown, pointed and sharp where it dug against their temples... blinding her in a too-warm light, hiding his eyes in frigid dark.

"I've lost Sable... that's what's happened." lost love, lost patience, lost sympathy. "And you..." her mouth hangs open slightly, searching for words. how to explain the turmoil that burned in her chest. the want for his closeness because it is familiar, the disgust to be near him after how easily he has drawn his teeth to her neck time and again. it had only been a pawful of seasons and so much betrayal to contend with despite years spent as one another's closest confidants. "I'm not your Juniper anymore... I think we can both agree things have changed. But... I want to trust you... I want to feel like my love isn't wasted. I need your loyalty to be equal to mine... and it isn't."


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  • loonstar
    leader of thunderclan
    six lives remain