TEASELPAW
Over hill, over dale, through the valley and vale
do not weep, do not wail, I am coming home to you
Teaselpaw hesitated, their whiskers trembling momentarily as they stared at the other. Stormcrow's words echoed in their ears, but that awful, thick weight in their chest refused to ease. Even as she gave instructions in that calm, matter-of-fact way, their heart pounded a little too loud. It was always like this. Everyone looked at them. Expected things. Expected better. And Teaselpaw never really knew if what they gave was better... Did they succeed? Did they make those around them proud? Did they do good? Still, they nodded slowly, swallowing down the nerves. The tips of their ears were hot, flushed with the weight of being observed. Stormcrow wasn't Fitz and yet there was something grounding in her steadiness, in how she didn't doubt Teaselpaw even when they doubted themselves.
A deep breath was taken in, until finally a firm nod was given. An affirmation that they understood what she told them. With quiet care, they sank low to the earth. The tension that lived in their shoulders all the time finally had a place to go, bleeding into the tight, steady coil of a hunter's crouch. Their paws moved slowly, deliberately. Back even. Tail held low and still. They hadn't thought much of it before, this motion had been carved into their bones from days and days of doing it over and over with Fitz watching them and encouraging. But now, doing it in front of Stormcrow, they wondered... was it right? Was it good?
No time to dwell. The bird was preening, blissfully unaware, but Teaselpaw kept Stormcrow's voice in their head like a guiding current. Don't make a sound. Sight is sharp. Don't go head-on. Wind doesn't matter here. Each pawstep was precise. Weight shifted carefully. A single leaf crunched underpaw, and they froze, scared that they lost the prey. Do not move, wait, wait, wait....! And then the bird resumed its casual flutter of wings. They moved forward again. A little closer. Closer still. Every breath shallow. Every muscle tight.
Without another second to spare, they struck. Teaselpaw launched forward in a burst of controlled speed, forepaws shooting out to meet feather and flesh. A flurry of wings met them, claws sinking down. There was a beat of silence. A flutter. Then stillness. The bird, now limp beneath their paws, was theirs. Teaselpaw blinked down at it, chest rising and falling with quiet disbelief. Their claws slowly retracted, gaze flicking toward Stormcrow, a question in their eyes that they didn't dare speak aloud...
Was that... good?
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