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Despite how harsh the nights could be when it came to the cold, Asterpaw refused to stay within the warmth of the apprentices den and chose to sneak out at the chance of seeing Lavenderpaw tonight. Unfortunately due to how chilly the night became, he had to return earlier than he had wanted to especially when the air that he began to take in became frigid and hurt his lungs, the last thing that he wanted to do was to get sick... he knows that they couldn't afford that and frankly, he didn't want to be holed up in Rowanfeather's den. The chocolate tabby had his fair share of staying within a medicine den when Serpentberry had been around and he'd been a lot sicker than he is now, he recalls when leaf-bare had eagerly tried to claim him a few times when he had been younger.
He shakes his plush coat out from a few snowflakes that had fallen onto it and makes sure that he goes unnoticed by anyone as he sneaks into camp, a low breath escaping him, and he can't help but grimace as he feels the wet feeling that threatens to trail from his nose. The half-clan prince sniffles only to settle down on his haunches wishing that he hadn't been born so frail and sickly, he wishes a lot of the time that he had been similar to Dreampaw, where he didn't seem to be effected by anything.
Dreampaw had been born perfect whereas Asterpaw hadn't and it frustrates him greatly to be having those thoughts even Magpiepaw had more to look towards and had become successful at such a young age, he's a medicine cat apprentice, and only wobbled. His lungs didn't hurt whenever the cold slipped into his lungs or sneezed loud enough to scare nearby prey. He wonders if his mother wishes that she had gotten one of her less sickly children and could be proud of them for such... she wouldn't need to worry about her splintering the ever so fragile Asterpaw if Dreampaw or Magpiepaw had stayed instead.
He's too deep in his thoughts to realize the small tabbied form that approaches him and once he does catch a glimpse of her from the corner of his eye, the chocolate tabby's head snaps in her direction only to quirk an eyebrow at her with a frown present on his maw "Shouldn't you be in your nest? Y'know... asleep?" A huff slips out from his jaws only to come out as an ivory wisp that coils around his muzzle as if it were smoke, his paws shuffle, and he stares at her for a long heartbeat... Frankly, he isn't in the mood to entertain her antics and only wishes to dismiss her.
He shakes his plush coat out from a few snowflakes that had fallen onto it and makes sure that he goes unnoticed by anyone as he sneaks into camp, a low breath escaping him, and he can't help but grimace as he feels the wet feeling that threatens to trail from his nose. The half-clan prince sniffles only to settle down on his haunches wishing that he hadn't been born so frail and sickly, he wishes a lot of the time that he had been similar to Dreampaw, where he didn't seem to be effected by anything.
Dreampaw had been born perfect whereas Asterpaw hadn't and it frustrates him greatly to be having those thoughts even Magpiepaw had more to look towards and had become successful at such a young age, he's a medicine cat apprentice, and only wobbled. His lungs didn't hurt whenever the cold slipped into his lungs or sneezed loud enough to scare nearby prey. He wonders if his mother wishes that she had gotten one of her less sickly children and could be proud of them for such... she wouldn't need to worry about her splintering the ever so fragile Asterpaw if Dreampaw or Magpiepaw had stayed instead.
He's too deep in his thoughts to realize the small tabbied form that approaches him and once he does catch a glimpse of her from the corner of his eye, the chocolate tabby's head snaps in her direction only to quirk an eyebrow at her with a frown present on his maw "Shouldn't you be in your nest? Y'know... asleep?" A huff slips out from his jaws only to come out as an ivory wisp that coils around his muzzle as if it were smoke, his paws shuffle, and he stares at her for a long heartbeat... Frankly, he isn't in the mood to entertain her antics and only wishes to dismiss her.
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CITY OF STARS; ARE YOU SHINING JUST FOR ME?
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ASTERPAWTHUNDERCLAN APPRENTICE
TRANS MASC x HE/HIM/THEY/THEMx"speech", thoughts, attacking
a runty, longhaired chocolate tabby with clay toned eyes and low white. a sickly apprentice with small patches of fevercoat left over in his pelt, kitten fuzz, and fat that clings to him but is fading away to give way to a taller/more lanky build
sickly child of loonstar and sablestar; littermate of dreampaw and magpiepaw; padding after lavenderpaw
asterpaw's an introverted apprentice that keeps to himself for the most part unless family's involved, he usually keeps his head low and eyes averted so he doesn't make direct eye contact. once, he actually gets to know someone is he more open towards them and can prove to be a devoted friend. once he's comfortable around other individuals, he tends to speak a lot more and sometimes over shares about himself without realizing it. he hates that he was born sickly but despite it, he tries to overcome it and pushes himself harder than any of the apprentices