Private when they ask me how i'm doing [ hailkit ]

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Howlingkit shivers. Not with the cold, but with a new shot of fear. If she's counting her moons correctly, by Pikestar's newest rules... it'll only be a half-moon or so before she and her littermates are apprentices. The molly never truly wanted this day to come. It's inevitability acted as a threat at best. She took comfort in knowing it was unavoidable - something that was inflicted on every Clan cat, and that she couldn't be singled out for it. But the eventuality of being thrown to nature and forced to reckon with it... terrified her.

She doesn't remember the dog in full clarity, but she recalls the shrill fear that soaked her to her bones that day. And it's never left; it's only ever manifested in new ways. This most recent one being that she figured she had an extra moon before becoming an apprentice, but leafbare would have her and her kin apprenticed sooner. For their health and safety, they are made to risk their lives.

"Hailkit," she whispers her sister's name quietly, ears drawn back. "Hailkit, are you aw-ake...?"

@Hailkit
 
Her speckled pelt rises and falls with soft breaths, curled tightly against the cold. Dreams of snow fluttering down and touching her nose flood her mind, imagery of her black pelt being covered and turning her a soft grey, then white. How sweet, a dream of sneaking around the territory covered in snow, coming across small prey and being able to catch it. Those dreams could become reality soon. No, they would. But for now, they're interrupted.

"Hailkit."

She stirs, groaning softly before raising her head, eyes still closed. "H..huh? I'm wakes now..." Her head lowers, rubbing her eyes with a paw before opening them, blinking at the voice. Her sister. Hailkit smiles softly before frowning. "Wha's wrong? Can't sleep?" She whispers, worried as her sister's ears are pinned back.
HAILKIT she/her, riverclan kit 4 moons old.
a chubby black kitten with white spots and freckles across her body.
mentored by none // mentoring none
littermate to Lullabykit & Howlingkit [Gen 2]
Batgloom x Shiveringsong
"speech" // "thoughts"
penned by doc↛ m0dernd0c on discord, feel free to dm for plots.