The tension calming soothed Gale, and he found his fluffed fur falling in kind with Torrent's.
"Someplace dry... somewhere hidden and dark." He mused, thinking to himself in silence. Wherever it would lay, there was certainly a risk of death, but it could surely be mitigated... that is, until he noticed the falling expression on Torrent's face, and his eyes followed his silent movements as he nudged the squirrel. What life that had been there had extinguished, drawn away with its final breath. It had died, and there was nothing the two could do to prevent it. So it goes.
A mournful silence hung in the air as Gale watched Torrent carefully, the expression on the poor cat's face twisting something inside of him. The apprentice cared about the squirrel in the same way he cared about the birds around him, the grass under his feet
—an ambivalent appreciation, but nothing more... but Torrent needed more than that now, and Gale was never one to disregard his call.
"There is nothing beautiful about death." The tom said gently, with a solemn, far-too-knowing tone to his voice.
"There is nothing bold, nothing incredible, nothing but a simple end of things... but that can't be said about the act." Gale, ever aware of his own body, sidled up beside the familiar warmth of his friend. Gently, ever so gently, he pressed his head against the other, long legs lining up with the others in an utterly inseparable way.
"This death was not written by fear, but of safety. A rest that follows such a fight..." It hummed gently, musing over the circumstances with as much kindness as he could muster. The young cat was well versed in death, but could never say he was adapted to it. There was no adapting to the end of things, just a stepping back and moving on. It is what he did, anyway, but it did not stop the ache in his chest then, and it would not stop the ache in Torrentpaw's chest now.
"I would say that is a kindness, to die in the comforting gaze of another." Galepaw bumped his head gently against Torrent's chin as he crouched, reaching out a small paw to brush against the little body with surprising gentleness. The lynxpoint caressed it, the cold of the water touching his pawpads with a shock, and he hummed to himself gently. It was dead, that much could be seen, but it had far from rotted. The flesh was still fresh despite the gloss in the eyes, but there was no primalistic hunger that called him to regard it with such reverence. No, it was simply the demonstration at play, the sacrifice, the
love his friend had bestowed upon something so small...
"Do not regret this profession of love for the little things. Death had it's eyes on the poor thing, but you have made it a comfort, not a terror."
"The sorrow is real." Galepaw muttered gently, though his eyes did not pull away from the squirrel as he scooped a gentle paw underneath it. It was a pitiful thing, slumped in his paw, and he regarded it with a sort of muted curiosity.
"...And it will continue, but do not let it fester unwelcomed. Greet it as a friend, Torrentpaw." Finally, he took the body and pushed it further towards the charcoal-colored tom, his movements smooth and devoid of shaking. His eyes looked up, blue eyes meeting gold ones. There was no pity there, but understanding.
"This is your grief to bear, and I cannot understand it, but I will hold it for you." His head tilted, his gaze inquisitive but not demanding.
"It trusted its life with you, and thus it trusts its death with you. Wherever you decide it shall rest, I will assist in the endeavor."
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Galepaw
✦—Riverclan Apprentice | 8 Moons
✦—He/They/It
✦—"SPEECH", 'THOUGHTS', ATTACK
✦—A fluffy high white lynx point with curled ears and deep blue eyes
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