
It didn't feel right to leave things the way he had. There was still a dull thud in his chest and a roaring of thunder in his mind that wouldn't be silenced. He regret having put even a sliver of his trust in Pike. Even if the silver tom believed every word of that stuff he was spewing, then he wasn't a liar, but out of his mind. If he wanted them to believe any of that nonsense about Starclan and changing their names, he should've introduced it a little at a time.
Adder would not accept someone like that to lead them. Not when they had been doing just fine making decisions amongst themselves…
Or had they? He recalled the division in the shipyard when it was decided they needed to leave in the first place. A lot more happened than he knew at the time. Rose's family had broken off to try their luck elsewhere. Wave had confronted them. There was a disagreement, Rose was abandoned. Then there was the journey itself. The way they handled it as a group was satisfactory considering no one died, but still, with proper leadership maybe it would've gone better. Less bickering. Less uncertainty.
Still, he didn't consider Pike a prime candidate. The tom was a bundle of nerves. He was ignorant and inexperienced. Adder wouldn't be surprised if they wandered off a cliff wherever Pike was dragging them—highstones, wherever that actually was. That's why it had come as such a shock to hear him declare himself their leader. What ever spurned that on?
Adder walked with his head low. He skulked like a kicked dog looking for a place to lick its wounds. Fresh as it was in his mind, he could admit with some clarity, that he handled that poorly. Right in front of Wave and the kits too. Then he had run off like a hot-headed teenager. To think that he had once been like that all the time.
Age had mellowed him. Wave had tempered him. He was not the wildfire that he used to be, blazing through life, leaving ashes in his wake.
What a fool I am.
When Adder looked up he was at the river's edge. Somewhere in the distance, he could hear the roar of a waterfall. Focus. Adder couldn't return to Wave and the kits without something to make peace. He settled in and chose a spot where the current looked steady. His eyes skimmed the water, flickers of movement catching his eye. The tom leaned over a bank, tracking a shadow beneath the surface, waiting for the right moment to strike....
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He did what he had to do ________________
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Adderfang he/him & riverclan
𓆟 Chocolate ticked tabby w/ amber eyes. Peppered with scars. Deep gash across the right side of his face exposing one canine slightly. Missing left ear.
𓆟 Deep gravelly voice that might unsettle others.
𓆟 Would and will kill a man.
𓆟 Peaceful and healing powerplay permitted. For other powerplays, DM.
𓆟 Fur smells faintly of river reeds and damp earth.
penned by Scarlet​
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